everyday is so weird to me.. i dont understand them..

everyday i feel so lost..whenever im with them i feel like im a stranger.. 

i know their name and faces but why i still feel like i dont know them..

we see each other everday single day i ate every meal with them.. im living with them but why i feel loneliness

they always tell me money and material things is not what they need.. but why i feel the other way..

presense and time i give to them but i get a cold shoulder

money and do what they want i get recognition.. for a second

listening to them i dont mind but hearing me out why so hard for them

im already lost with my own voice that never been out

im so lost to my own family..