About Me | 50 Facts

I've been on AFF for almost two and half years now, and while I've shared more than I normally would to people I know irl, I'm still a private person overall and don't reveal too much about my true self and what I'm feeling and the thoughts that I have.
So, I decided... I'm going to share some "facts" about me. These are both serious and silly facts about me. Stuff that I've mentioned before and stuff that I never would have normally. Random crap as well as daily things.
I want to be more open as a writer on here, which is why I am doing this. And it's also as a means to "cleanse" myself and start fresh, before I get back into the groove of writing once more.

So... here goes ^^'


1. I was born on January 7th, 1997 and therefore I am a Capricorn (like Kim Taehyung, though I believe we're on to different sides of the sign). 
2. Yes, I was born in 1997, which is known as the year of the Ox, but since I was born before the Chinese New Year in February/March, I was technically, according to the Chinese New Year, born in the year of the Rat (which honestly explains a lot, lol). And more specifically, the year of the Fire Rat.
3. My favorite color is Green, has been my entire life. I find it soothing and it always brings me comfort and happiness to look at. My favorites proceeding green are, respectively, White, Silver and Orange.
4. I am only five feet tall, or 152.4 cm. A.k.a hella short.
5. People tend to think I'm a minor/12 years old, and I therefore have a lot of insecurities about my age and hate when people treat me like a child.
6. While I may be expressive with written word on here (mostly thanks to the use of various emoji and symbols), I do not tend to show much emotion in real life. In fact, people often ask me if I'm anger or upset because I have a resting face, or because I look so serious, when in reality I'm not really feeling much, or even sometimes in a good mood.
7. I have trust issues. Heavily so.
8. When I'm upset, I have two ways that I deal with them. If it's something that saddens me, then I confront the problem head on. If it angers me (which is both hard and incredibly easy at the same time to do) then I close off and go into my little bubble, and I've been told I'm rather terrifying when I do get truly angry.
9. I have an old soul despite my young age, and prefer classic novels to new YA fiction, and I am not much of a movie person unless you count Gone With The Wind (and the occasional Marvel film).
10. I have a very strong dislike for children. Very.
12. I have a general hatred for human-kind, but despite me saying that I am not judgemental and am open to getting to know anyone and allowing them into my circle of friends that I like to refer to as "my people". I do not have hatred for 'the individual' but for human-nature and the stupidity that go along with it. #thanksdonaldtrump
13. I'm an imsoniac (diagnosed) who has an eternal love for sleeping. We're star-crossed lovers. I would spend all day and night sleeping if it weren't impossible for me to do so most of the time.
14. I express myself better through written word than verbal words or expressions, and get misunderstood quite a bit because of it.
15. I'd rather travel the world alone than do so with even my closest friends.
16. My natural hair color is dark brown, as well as my eyes, and I have fair skin.
17. I'm half tie and half whatever-the-hell my father is (he's a ginger).
18. I have a fear of intimacy and will probably never get married or be in a serious, lasting, relationship (because I'm too scared to do it)
19. I don't want to have kids. Ever.
20. My mother likes to say I have the entire food chain in my house. I have a dog, a cat, a fish and four guinea pigs.
21. I dislike cats, but relate to them on a spiritual level, honestly.
22. Sass is a turn on for me.
23. I was a fan of BTS before they even became popular in Korea.
24. I want to eat cheddar fries (a type of American snack) off of Jimin's abs.
25. I would also like to like nutella off of Jimin's abs.
26. Min Yoongi is my type, both physically and personality-wise, which is odd because a lot of my friends tell me that we seem to be similar (which I won't argue back about).
27. I hate the color red and pink. Red makes my head hurt and pink is overrated, but I will admit Jimin's hair in spring day did give me a tiny bit of appreciation for the softer shades of the color.
28. I used to be an outgoing person when I was in elementary school and early Junior high, because I wanted so badly to fit in and have friends. When I turned 13, I realized that I don't like people, so it was stupid for me to do that, and I no longer give a about it.
29. 9/10 I give no s.
30. I used to type elipses as . . . (lord help me).
31. I'm a on the surface, but a soft puppy on the inside, and to strangers.
32. I'm more friendly on AFF than I am anywhere else, social media or irl. But, don't let that fool you. I'm not a social butterfly like my author persona likes me to try and be.
33. I used to wear nothing but hoodies and black pants up until I was a Sophomore in high school. Even during the hot summer.
34. I have a thing for hands and backs.
35. I also have a different thing for feet, as in I ing hate them.
36. Chicken is life.
37. I want to save the world, one dog at a time.
38. Money is also life.
39. I want to be a writer full time for my career, but unfortunately it's not practical, so I'm going to school to be a Nurse.
40. I used to want to be teacher before I realized I dislike children.
41. I am willing to help anyone who just asks for it. With literally anything. Anything.
42. I don't like to talk about I know nothing about, and I always try to be knowledgeable and know almost everything about the things to I do. I don't like speaking from my , basically.
43. I have depression, and it gets worse at certain times of the year. But, truthfully, even during the "good" times, I'm never 100% happy.
44. Common sense is also a turn on for me.
45. I'm like 98.99% straight. Don't ask be about the rest.
46. I can be rather blunt sometimes, and I'm a honest person. It may hurt people's feelings, but I think honesty is better than any sugar-coated that can leave some people's mouths.
47. I have even bigger trust issues concerning men, specifically.
48. Addiction runs in my family and I'm terrified of the thought of drinking or smoking, because I know that once I start, and consistently keeping doing it, I will probably never be able to stop.
49. I'm scared of heights, but love roller coasters.
50. My biggest fear is death.


It was actually difficult to come up with some of these, and I feel like I've got more I could say. But like I said, I'm honest and you can ask me any question and I'd answer it truthfully, even if it hurt.
I hope this gave a little bit of insight on the type of (awful) person that I am, lol.
<3

-Kai

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FaSyazana
#1
" I want to eat cheddar fries (a type of American snack) off of Jimin's abs."
" I would also like to like nutella off of Jimin's abs."
Same gurl same...and although im not bluntly honest, i've been surrounded by some pretty straight forward people in my life and i think having them is very good. U wont have to take any random food on the menu cuz they know what they want etc ^^ I think im more friendly online too cuz irl i just wait for others to speak to me instead ._. i despise pink tho not deeply but probably wont prefer wearing it ugh and to people sometimes i look like a depressed person ;-; the fact that im short as hell too i got no confidence abt my appearance lol
Honestly, I don't think ur awful cuz im pretty sure not a lot of people would be able to write 50 facts abt themselves or even speak truthfully ^^ maybe idk u irl but no ur not an awful person....the only awful person is donald trump