Today, was one of the worst day ever. I was sitting for the Additional Mathematics exam paper this morning. The moment I saw the questions, my breathing almost stopped.

'What the heck is this?'

Mathematics is definitely not my forte, let alone AddMath. But I do know I don't really at it.

But the paper I was sitting just now was just out of this world. I could not answer any of the questions. I did study last night, till 3am. But the moment I was facing the paper, I felt like, "What's the heck did I study last night?". I remembered sending more than 10 pages of blank papers. I remembered crying in the toilet. I remembered how the Paper 2's effect affected my Paper 1. I remembered how I felt like shaving all my hair or jumping off a building because of frustration.

Last year, it was viraled about this boy who commited suicide after sitting his AddMath paper. The paper was said to be very difficult. And somehow, I could feel his feelings. It felt so worst.

The paper ruined my mood for the whole day. I didn't feel like talking to people. I could easily predict my result = FAIL.

The thing that concerns me the most right now is Graduation's Day. Words had spread that only the kids with grade pointer below 4, will be able to graduate. And I am so afraid if my mark for AddMath will drag down my grade pointer too.

HUUUUAAAAAAAAA!

So, tomorrow is Chemistry.

Oh God! Please give some chemistry.