I'm sorry..

I am so sorry for vanishing. I dropped all my stuff here and was scared to come back on because I dropped anything. I am working on coming back but I feel nervous because I let everyone down.

One of my best friends and a dedicated reader passed away in November. There is one reason why I ran. She was running the giveaways with me and honestly...with her gone...I couldn't do them. It hurt too much.

Second of all, I was hospitalized recently. I haven't been doing well and I clam up about it. But...I'm working on it.

I dont want to run anymore. I love this place.

And if you read this. Thank you.

Cakedae

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goldxntrbl
#1
Im so sorry about what happened and i totally understand how you feel about not being able to continue it. Its honestly not your fault and you did nothing!!wrong so please dont apologise because we all understand that you couldnt continue aff for a while.
I hope you also take care of your health. I hope youre healthy and safe everywhere you go. Please, your health is important love
itheroll
#2
I hope your days will be better afterwards ;; i'm really sorry to hear about your friend. And also your recent hospitalisation. Keep strong ;-; all of your readers and friends here will support you. If you ever need someone to talk or vent things out, you can always come to me. Its gonne be hard to start writing again so take baby steps first. I'm sure you'll be able to do it quq best of luck for you.
Amalya
#3
I'm so sorry to hear about that. T_T By all means, take as much time as you need to get yourself taken care of first. We understand. Life gets in the way sometimes and that's just the way it is. >.> You also don't have to feel as if you're running away. We all deal with grief differently, and I think we're just happy to hear that you're back. And hopefully doing alright in the meantime. The previous commenters have already offered but I'm always up for listening/talking if you want or need as well. Either way, welcome back and good luck with getting into the swing of things again. ^_^ *cheers you on enthusiastically*
DGNA_Forever
#4
I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you're doing well. I'm here if you want to talk♡. You still have love and support here♡♡♡♡. HUGS!!!!
Bangtan2002 #5
Stop running and face your problem so you can get some peace. If you need someone to talk to I'm here .we're all here for you because we're a family, we share our thoughts and stories to one another so don't be afraid an ARMY is here to defend you and fight for you. Now please smile :)