1. What era did you become an EXO-L?
I became one in the middle of Growl Era XD

2. How did you fall on EXO?
I fell in love first with their great choreography of Growl that I actually thought it would be some kind of Hip hop or smth strong after reading the name of the song XD I can still remember that I was disappointed to know Growl was far from being Hip hop XD Then their songs are so good TTuTT (The first time I fell in love with an SM group >.>)

3. Your ultimate bias in the group: Why?
KIM KAI JONGIN!! that ing tease who's actually a fluffy little innocent guy XD Why not? He's so cool on-stage, a dancing-monster, a -on-heels man TuT but so cute off-stage~

4. Your favorite pair(s) in the group:
I ING LOVE THIS QUESTION HERE XD KAISOO!!~ /then SeKai >.>*/ You don't know how much I shipped KaiSoo in the past! like I can spot every moment they do even the smallest details or just a simple touch of their fingers or their secret stares to each other that  are now so rare these days TT^TT while in SeKai, why not? I read too much fics of them together that I sometimes forget about KaiSoo XD I just love these maknaes together~ esp when it's rated /le runs*/

5. Your favorite comeback: (Era)
Call Me Baby Era :"> I can still remember how much I screamed out of excitement while watching their MV. I can't stop myself from body rolling every time I hear this song XD although I didn't watch the MV on its released date on purpose. I was that person who hyperventilates XD

6. Your ranking based on singing ability:
Jongdae > Kyungsoo > Baekhyun > Minseok > Joonmyeon > Chanyeol > Yixing > Jongin > Sehun -- But I actually like Kyungsoo's voice more 'coz it's not too high and is soft TTuTT but he can belt high notes if he wants to that's why I really love his voice :">

7. Your ranking based on dancing ability:
Ofc my Nini!~ <3 (the reason why I fell in love with him~ :">) > Yixing > Sehun > Minseok > Baekhyun > Jongdae = Chanyeol = Suho XD (At least they're trying, right? >.>)

8. Your ranking based on acting ability:
Kyungsoo!! (The Do Actor!~ /claps*/) > (I haven't watch any of their dramas except Soo XD so.... but I'll still rank them XD) > Jongin > Minseok > Chanyeol > Yixing > Baekhyun > Suho > Sehun > Jongdae -- I kinda still find them awkward in acting actually except Do Actor so I kinda don't know what I must do with the others XD

9. Your ranking based on sense of humor:
Baekhyun XD (Just hearing his name is already funny for me XD Just watch their Showtime and you'll find out why XD the sass diva ya'll!~) > Chen > Suho (You didn't expect that right? Well I actually find his Gramps joke so funny with a twist of his sassiness as well XD) > Soo (his evilness is funny for me, okay? >.>) > Sehun (the power of maknae! XD) > Chanyeol > Yixing = Minseok = Jongin (these guys here are the silent ones so..)

10. Your wish/messages for EXO
I admit I wasn't attending them anymore. I'm actually not an EXO-L anymore (kill me now!) It's a hard decision for me and it's been bothering me if I should really leave the fandom or not. I just.. I can't feel their music anymore? You know that feeling right? I don't feel excited when they come back anymore, I'm not updated of them anymore, I don't know what they're doing or I don't make time for them anymore. It became like that maybe before or in the middle of Monster Era. I'm not usually late with teasers. I became irritated idk. It's just.. I don't feel anything. I'm not happy or excited. I don't even care if they are planning a comeback this year. You can kill me if you want TT~TT So I decided to leave the fandom. Some may call me unloyal or what. But why? It's their music that made me their fan. I don't want to hurt anyone with my opinion but their music didn't change at all or is not growing, it's becoming tiring for me. Yes it's good to dance along with or their title songs are all catchy. I really love their past albums because their non-titled songs are so good that I preferred them to listen to. I once read one comment about this too, he said (restated..) 'Their title songs are good but then the other songs in the album are like trashes put in one album'. I really wanted to stay, to stay loyal but I think it's cheating. I'm looking for a change (don't even think about saying I should be on their shoes and say this.. it's my opinion anyways) something new, they are great singers but I'm looking for smth worth remembering, not just the visuality of a music video or the creativeness of a choreography. I'm looking for emotions. 

I'll still support them, not an Exo-L but a fellow Kpop fan. Kpop is music genre after all. I'm not looking for a fanwar but an understanding from all of you.

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY EXO!!~

I'm sorry for not staying true with our promise 'We are One' or that that I'll stay even if there's only one member left. I'm an unloyal fan of yours. TT^TT This is so hard for me. The only thing I can say is sorry :(

I want to end this happily but I think I can't :( Please understand..