last jan 1 I had an accident before we went back home, it's not that bad but the experience is terrifying I though I'm going to die luckily it only got me small wounds but a lot of bruises and most of all an aching body (like really it aches so much! T_T). I didn't tell it to my friends at first but when they saw me they were very upset because something happened to me, they scolded me, yes, but it feels good knowing that they are angry at me because I was hurt it makes me feel special because that means they really care about me. But I have this special friend of mine who is younger than me and l treat him like a real younger brother. I'm not expecting anything but when he saw me he just asked what happened then he walked away like it didn't matter to him that I was hurt. I'm not that sensitive but I assumed he'll react just a little because I'm closest to him.

Just a while ago I chatted him saying that I really missed him and he said he missed me the same then our conversation goes on until he said something. This is what he told me that really made my heart pound in pure joy 

Him: You know when they told me you had an accident I really want to cry knowing that you're hurt.

(at first I didn't really believed him because his reaction that day was so dull and cold)

me: really? it doesn't look like you cared at all -_-

(was my cold reply, then what he send next got me off guard)

him: outside, but on the inside I really want to hug you, but that is not a good option since you got bruises all over your body.

me: I don't care if it hurts you could just hug me because I needed that.

him: I'm sorry I just, I just missed you.

(Oh God I'm so happy because he told me that, like I can't stop smilling I almost look like a fool, actually I look like a fool now. I just want to thank the Lord for giving me a friend like him. I thought I'm all alone on the top but all along he's been there trying to reach me.)