well, i just notice that today 28.12.2016 is my 5th anniversary on AFF. time sure flies fast and im glad that i found AFF. AFF have been a place where i can pour all my ideas and fantasy by writing it into a stories. i looked through my stories and i notice i already wrote more than 30 stories including all the oneshots but only certain are visible to read. i also deteled some of the stories or put it on draft or unlisted. this is because i've been busy with my life and have no time to write.

being 5 years here actually not easy but thanks to all my friends and my readers mostly who are willingly to read my junseob story. you give me strength to write more of junseob story even though junseob isnt as famous as dooseob. because of those comments i'm not giving up on my writing and i've been improving a lot in my writing. if you read my old stories and the latest one, you can compare it.

in this 5 years, i've seen many beast author did not write stories about beast anymore as they change fandom and also some of them already leave AFF for good. im quite sad to see not many junseob story or beast story or others beast pairing story anymore. i know that beast isn't popular like others idol groups but i will never giv up on beast even though i know i wont stay in kpop world for the rest of my life. even when i walk away from the fandom, i'll cherish beast and all the memories i have whive stand for them.