I'm supposed to be happy today because its the day when i was born years ago but i couldnt help but feeling sad. 

When I woke up this morning, like usual, i will went out to let out my cats from the cage but then, i noticed this one

little kitten which named Creamy was not hyper liked he usually behaved.

I'm trying to lift him up and yet he was so weak. Hes dying....

I'm trying my to help him, giving him water but he didnt drink.

He just lying there.

I was crying hard blaming myself for not noticing him before.

I wish i could stay by his side all day but I couldnt.

I have to go to work.

I wish when I got back from work later on, he is still alive.

I'm praying so hard to God not to take his live yet.

Hes only 3 months old and I wanna be with him for long time.

Dear Creamy, please stay strong baby. 

I love you so much and I dont want to be part from you yet.