GODDESS | ROBIN | THE MATURE ONE
GODDESS | ROBIN | THE MATURE ONE
IMADREAMER
RAY
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ROBIN BAE YONGHEE
//// Getting to know you ////
backup / Lee Sungkyung
appearance /
► Her hair is dyed to silver, not particularly silky nor smooth and it’s quite wavy. Her fair white skin and natural pinky lips—with countenance that is almost always stoic, makes her look somehow intimidating. Her piercing gaze is braced by pair of hazel orbs, and it is emphasized by the fact that she was born with natural resting b*tch face which looks pretty condescending, thus her colleagues and even strangers often mistake her as an aloof and cocky person. She stands tall at 173 cm, and she weighs approximately 58 kg. Despite looking skinny, she actually has a fit posture and is pretty curvy—I’m talking about arms muscles and abs, not so much but just enough to file her under healthy body category, and sorta domineering aura oozing around her, part of it courtesy to—of course—her resting b*tch face. She also has a small tattoo on her chest where the heart is: her parents' birthday date and initials 'BIVIIGHI'.
fashion sense /
► She is one of those whose wardrobe consists of 80% black. As she dislikes getting the spotlight, her choices of fashion revolve around those that will not make her stand out too much. But her keenness of being different from the rest compels her to have that quirky and good fashion-sense, enough so people will notice her for being good-looking. She's not a fan of extravagant things, and thankfully she's one of those who's gifted with the ability of mix-and-match-ing simple looking clothes into a set of fashionable attire. She also wears headwear so often because she just won't bother to style her hair. Her style is a mix of edgy and casual overall. P.S. you will never see Yonghee wears short pants unless it's very very very special occasion, and skirt is just not for her—though she can wear them whenever needed.
//// what are you like? ////
character traits / ISFP
"The work of their hands is usually more eloquent than anything they say."
"It is this type more than any of the others whose style it is to stand by another person (or plant or animal), with no intention to influence it, criticize it, or change it— perhaps not even to interact with it— only to be in its presence."
(+) unassuming, artsy, pacifist, thoughtful and caring, kindhearted, humanitarian
(o) boyish, manipulative, quiet, action over words, lives in here and now, observant, rebellious, not trusting so easily but once she considers someone as "family" she will be an open book (therefore she tends to categorize her relationships with people), dislikes the spotlight and is a quiet supporter, avid for being unique and one of a kind
(-) appears distant and aloof, easily bored, tends to shut down if she’s bored or simply exhausted beyond anything, unpredictable, somewhat stubborn regarding her personal values
elaboration /
► Having been raised under the circumstance that it’s wiser to trust in no one — blood nor water, it doesn't even matter anymore nowadays; and in a hard way — minor violence, harsh words, you name it; she learned to rely on and only on herself. She is a mentally resilient woman who bears the responsibility of enduring several hardships. Her boldness makes it easy for her to achieve her goals. She takes action, so if she says she’s going to do something — you bet your , she’s going to do it. She's a very pacifistic and caring young lady. She is also sympathetic towards conflicted friends and family, and always wants to give hope for them. Note that her definition of "friend" and "family" might be slightly different than the average. She does have principles that make her incapable to fully invest her trust to anyone, but she's one of very few who says "I'm gonna be here if you need me" and actually means it. Her compassion towards others might be her weakness, and in actuality, many have tried to misuse this trait to bring her down. She has lost some, and has won some; she always knows when to hold 'em and knows when to fold 'em. She might appear as unforgiving, but as a matter of fact, she barely takes anything to her heart — she doesn't wear her heart on a sleeve — so for her, the past is past, though things might not be the same in second chance. As she doesn’t like conflict, she tends to go to great lengths to avoid it, though if she must face it, she will place little importance on who is right and who is wrong and focus on the way to solve the conflict instead.
► Her my-way-or-the-highway attitude and complete self-competence at times makes her colleagues feel small. Not to mention that she was born with natural resting b*tch face that somehow looks condescending, anymore reason for her colleagues and even strangers to deem her as aloof and cocky. Rather than dwelling on the past or the future, she thinks about the present and about who she is now. With this, when it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, she is typically completely unaware of such things. She might go for long periods without noticing a stain on the carpet, but carefully and meticulously brush a speck of dust off of her project booklet. She also has tendency to actively avoid planning for the future due to her nature of being easily bored of doing the same routines over and over again. Oftenly enough, she momentarily “abandons” what seems to be an endless routine to seek for something else that can pique her interest and vigor again. “If an ISFP's personal value system is threatened by external influences, the ISFP shuts out the threatening data in order to preserve and honor their value system. This is totally natural, and works well to protect the individual psyche from getting hurt. However, the ISFP who exercises this type of self-protection regularly will become more and more unaware of other people's perspectives, and thus more and more isolated from a real understanding of the world that they live in.”
background /
► First thing first. Her first spoken language was Korean, since her parents made sure she learned about his mother language before anything else. As she has a knack for music courtesy to her artist-mother and was born with natural linguistic skill, she has learned to master English and Korean from early years, as well how to play guitar, drums, and piano since she was 6, in fact she was also a member of local dance crew consisting of 6 kids which was quite recognized in Northern Ireland. Her father initially wanted a son, thus explains her boyish name, Robin. She grew up into a boyish girl too for she experienced minor violence and harsh words from her parents, and she used to have more male than female friends. Her parents made sure that she grew up strong but still graceful like a lady.
► Early life, the fall, and the rise. Yonghee was born in Belfast, Ireland prior two days from Valentine's Day, in 1993 and became the sole child born to Korean parents. Her parents are Bae Insung, an American-born Korean businessman, and Gong Hyojin (née), a former kid singer in South Korea and a freelance lyrics-songwriter. In 2005 right a week after her graduation from primary school, her father's business went bankrupt as his colleagues stabbed him in the back with the help of his own brother, and with the little money left—after compensating company's excessive debts and penalties for violating contracts, and even sold all the music instrument she had (she told her parents to sell them all)—they moved all the way to Daegu where her maternal grandparents live at. Her parents have always been strict, and they became a lot stricter after the incident. Meanwhile she tried to keep up with social life and adjusting her beliefs and way of living with the culture and customs in Korea, she was always bright in both academic and non-academic fields. By the end of her last year in junior high school, she decided that he wanted to do music again. Her father bought her a synth kit as a graduation gift and ever since she began creating music with it.
► Upon the pursuit of happiness and dream. As a senior high schooler, she often went to café’s and clubs where indie artists often hang out at in Hongdae, though she couldn’t go there often due to homework and she couldn’t afford the extra effort to go there because of exhaustion. All those three years (2009-2011), she actually went to perform at various underground clubs as a young rapper who goes by the name 'Heize' (She’s a fan of American rapper Angel Haze. She changed the pronunciation to Heize which means 'making something hot or turning something red hot' in German) every weekend and she gained attention from some of underground crews named Movement Crew and Buckwilds. In January 2010, she met Tablo, whom she respects a lot for his pieces, and he personally offered to be her mentor. She continued her underground career until the end of her second semester of college (June 2012) in Seoul Instititute of the Arts, because she started her training in YGE. She graduated in March 2014, Bachelor's Degree in Creative Writing only in three and a half years.
relationships /
► Parents / Bae Insung (62) & Gong Hyojin (54) / A business-man & retired lyrics-songwriter / They are always supportive, though more often than not they sorta demand Yonghee to live her life according to her parents’ wish—not that she minds. It’s just at times, they get too demanding and strict that eventually, Yonghee grows somehow distant from them from time to time. She can never tell them about her feelings or concerns because every time she tried to, she ended up getting lectured without being listened to. She bottles her feelings and worries up, concealing them from her parents because one, the aforementioned reason, and two because she’s afraid he will disappoint them in some way if she admits ‘defeat’; thus she’s more open to her best friends—that she considers as family—than she is to her parents.
► BFFs since childhood / Suga (23) / Rapper, producer, songwriter, BTS / They met in Daegu and went to the same middle school (Gwaneum). Seated next to each other, it was easy to look at each other's belongings, so she did see those music sheets he hid in his note book. She initiated the conversation revolving music and they became close. They used to go and stay at each other's house for hours and even did sleepovers to play together (mostly he went to hers because he couldn't do music at his own). So often that his parents used to think that she was his girlfriend. He helped her adapting to Korean's culture and she helped him sharping his musical skill. In fact, she got more into hiphop because of his influence. She often tagged along to watch his performance in Daegu's underground scene. They also shared common interest in anime and manga that they used to binge watching them until dawn in each other's room. When he moved to Seoul to attend Apgujeong High School, she stayed back in Daegu but they remained good friends and still mailed each other. She was always there to support him to pursue his music career when everybody else was against him, and he supported her underground career, too. He came to Hongdae to watch her performance at times. By the time she graduated high school, she decided to move to Seoul and attend SIotA. They often met up whenever they both had spare time but it was way less often than before because then he was a trainee, until when he debuted and they lost contacts due to his hectic schedules. She did send multiple encouraging messages but she never received any replies and she understood. Four months later, she received a phone call from him and they met up at an underground club in Hongdae to catch up with each other. They text and ring each other up every once in a while and they know & understand each other best. They did feel something was different as they reunite only to see that they've grown up into a fine young man and young woman, even they let their feelings show. However, neither actually bother to speak up about the feelings and just went with the flow as bestest friends. Up till now, their relationship remains platonic because they both know it's the best for them—they knew they are better off this way. He calls her "Yong" while she calls him "Yoong".
► Mentor & Big brother / Tablo (36) / Producer, Rapper, Songwriter, Epik High / It was a fine day in January and she was performing a song written by herself, "Me, Myself and I". The first time Tablo saw her performing at the underground club he and his crew often went to, he knew he'd like her to be his protege. So after her performance, even though she was disqualified from the "friendly rap battle" after the second round—out of 5—he went to greet her. She didn't believe her eyes when she saw her idol—yes she has been idolizing him because Yoongi would never stop listening to Epik High's Fly album—so she just followed his words and sat with him to talk about music. She was barely conscious—she only nodded and answered the question like a programmed robot—until when she had gone home and only realized that he had just personally offered to be her mentor back then. The next morning, she received a mail from him asking her to come to the underground club again to start discussing about her music. Ever since, they met frequently and she even came to his house to train or simply play with Haru. She was there when the scandal regarding his study broke out. She didn't know what to do—she felt bad if she kept lingering around him, as if it wasn't stressful enough for him—and initially wanted to stop the training all at once, but Hyejeong asked her to stay because that way he'd know that someone still believes in him. So she stayed and worked harder so he'd be able to witness that his training didn't go to waste and he was still amazing, despite the fact that the world was against him. Around the time when he signed a contract with YGE in 2011, she decided to lessen her training and only send him the beats and lyrics she had written through mail. As Tablo got busier as an artist, she also gained more of public's recognition in the underground scene. Until when she became a YG trainee. Because of the company's policy, he couldn't be her personal mentor any longer. Due to her study, she decided to leave YG for good and only paid a visit to his house to play with Haru every once in a while. Ever since, Tablo and her remained as brother and little sister and he continued to show support for her even when she was no longer in YG. He sees her as a younger sister, and a valuable protégé, while she sees her as a big brother figure and an admirable mentor. He gives a lot of advice and notes to her every then and now. They meet occasionally at his studio only to discuss music or simply catch up with each other. She also often pays a visit to his house and has gotten so close with Hyejeong and Haru. Haru calls her "Byong Unnie".
► She knows everyone from Movement Crew and Buckwilds and she's in the crew's group chat. She was introduced to the rest of Movement Crew by Tablo short after she became his protege, though she didn't join the crew. She personally was close to Mirae, too, since Mirae was very friendly and accommodating. Though she knew everyone in the crew, she wasn't particularly close with anyone else besides Tablo and Mirae. The same goes with the Buckwilds crew. She stole their attention when she beat Giriboy in 1on1 rap battle once—though she believed it was just a fluke, J-Tong still liked her delivery and lyrics and went to greet her. By the end of the day, he asked her if she wanted to join the crew and she took the opportunity. Because she was the youngest, it was hard for her to mingle with the rest of the crew for the first few months. Though over time, as she grew much better in rapping, the boys started to appreciate her presence more. She was particularly close with J-Tong and later on she also came to know the Do'main crew (which comprises of Andup, Zico, Ugly Duck, Hanhae, Gganmo, Geeks - Louie & Lil Boi, Giriboy and TakeOne) because J-Tong recruited them all into Buckwilds.
trivIa /
► She always brings travel first-aid kit, a pack of tissue and wet tissue whenever she goes out.
► Allergic to any dairy products of strawberry, she feels nauseous and has the urge to vomit each time she smells the scent. It is severe to the point that if someone is drinking strawberry milk in close proximity, she will immediately turn on her heels and stay away until she can't smell that particular scent anymore. Once she drank a yoghurt in the dorm's fridge thinking it was fruity yoghurt but turned out it was strawberry one; she didn't vomit but she felt nauseous for hours.
► She is often mistaken as a flirt because she can easily mingle with boys without feeling awkward at all. When being asked what's the trick to be that easygoing, she only answered with "I grew up with boys and I don't catch feelings so easily, I think of everyone as a possible friend instead of a possible lover. So probably that's that". In actuality, many have confessed to her and got rejected, but remains good friends with her.
► She has written and composed in total 34 songs, as well covered so many songs that went viral since the beginning of her underground career and all of them drew global fans attention to her as she uploaded them to Youtube. Her genre ranges from pop, dance, ballad, to hiphop with majority was hiphop. She deleted her account when she became a YG trainee though.
► She doesn't really call the older guys "oppa" since she feels like she's doing cutesy everytime she says that word. She ends up calling the older guys as "hyung" or simple "bro" in English.
► She does skinship a lot.
► She does skinship a lot.
//// Trainee life ////
Stage name / Heize
trainee years / 1 year and 10 months in YG, 2 years and 7 months in Big Hit
TRAINEE LIFE /
► In 2012 (when she was still a college student), Tablo called her to come to YG headquarter for a private audition with YG, Teddy, Kush, Tablo, and Lydia posing as juries. She began her training period in YG from August 2012 but eventually resigned in November 2013 due to the tight competition in YG that resulted to her neglecting her study. She finally auditioned to BigHit in April 2014 and started her trainee life since May.
► In 2012 (when she was still a college student), Tablo called her to come to YG headquarter for a private audition with YG, Teddy, Kush, Tablo, and Lydia posing as juries. She began her training period in YG from August 2012 but eventually resigned in November 2013 due to the tight competition in YG that resulted to her neglecting her study. She finally auditioned to BigHit in April 2014 and started her trainee life since May.
► She tried to balance between her training and resting, resulting to her not being able to catch up with her social life. The only ones whom she constantly kept in touch with were her family, Suga, her fellow group members, and Tablo. She didn't really make any new friends beside those she had met in school, college & training camp.
► She got into scandal in 2014 mainly because people thought she was having an affair with fellow Buckwilds' member, Zico (and Zico was preparing for his solo debut so people tryna drag him), but they were mere good friends and crew mates. The rumour subsided as time passed by.
► She got into scandal in 2014 mainly because people thought she was having an affair with fellow Buckwilds' member, Zico (and Zico was preparing for his solo debut so people tryna drag him), but they were mere good friends and crew mates. The rumour subsided as time passed by.
► She deleted her Youtube account, but she created a soundcloud account in 2015 and uploaded every songs she has written there. soundcloud.com/heizebyh
//// conclusion ////
final words / I just want to thank you, really.
scene reqs /
► Comical scenes between her and members, like when the members start roasting her but they get burnt by her right after.
► A scene where she was hanging out with Goddess and BTS. There she and Joon displayed their synergy as "husband and wife" because they literally did things for each other and understood each other's needs better.
password / Playing With Fire / Stay by Blackpink
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