HELP! I need bigger days... :(

So... You guys must be tired of waiting for my updates, huh?

I beg of you, don't be mad and don't hate me. I've been under a lot of stress lately. I'm psychologically still okay but it's getting a toll on me.

I work far from home so I travel 130km per day, roughly 2 hours per day on the road, which means I walk out early and return by dinner time. By 9:30 pm I'm already falling asleep on the couch (if not over my plate of food...).

Still, I won't complain. I love my job and the people I work with, so... I'm lucky in a way.

The problem is that my mind still gets daily assaults of ideas/prompts for my fics and I'm ITCHING to get my hands on a keyboard (other than the one at work of course).

I have half a chapter done for "Thirty-Five" and more than half for “The Last of the Fallen”.. I. Need. To. Finish. Them!!!

Also… I have a list of 33 fics (yeah, 33!!!), some with chapters/drafts already noted down, and I want to work on some of those too! One of them is 10 chapters long and I have 9 of them finished already (I wrote it last summer) so I only have to finish the last one to be able to give you a new story of mine to devour!

So… I'm just trying to say I'm sorry… and that I miss AFF and writing so SO MUCH… *cries*

I need at least a full week with 48 hours per day so I can sleep properly for two whole days and then work on the things that make me happy..

If only.

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babyshinee
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Hey, don't think that we hate you or mad at you for those late updates! It's okay to take long. We are patient enough to wait. I hope you'll have your needed break soon! Or if there are breaks for you at all, I suggest that you go out and walk around the neighborhood.. It will help you clear your mind :) Stay healthy and positive :)

Btw!! Have you watched and listened to SHINee's Tell Me What To Do? :D