I wish that there was this thing where u can upload files to your brain via USB or something and u remember whatever you uploaded cos honestly I'm fudged ahaha. 

Watching the election also made me depressed about politics as well as reminding me how much I actually need to know for my exam. Advice to America next time, if you got 2 messed up major parties running for president, do what Australia did, vote for the greens and get a coalition govt. 

I spent a total of 8 hours writing summary notes and so far i've only finished one full chapter and 3/4 of another and I have 8 chapters to prepare for. I don't quit or give up easily, but I'm at that brink where I really just want to quit doing my finals and idk, take a break from school and try again next year? After all I skipped a year so it won't affect me that much but ahhh idk. Everything is just crashing down so fast I really don't know myself anymore or what I want to do anymore. I know I'm not going to make it to where I want to be at the end of the year and there will be consequences for that and I have 85% of myself to blame for that and I'm just disappointed? Also ive complained way too much here to the point where I also feel that no one knows what to do w me? LOLS. I don't complain to people I know, but I have no problems ranting or complaining to strangers. I'm sorry guys if this makes no sense and for putting up with me for like ever.  4 shots of coffee at 11:31pm is not a good idea with only 4 hours of sleep. 

Gonna try to stop being emo ahaha XD 

- Ae