BUT I CANNOT CONTROL MYSELF SOMEONE STOP ME FROM BEING SO HYPED ABOUT BAP'S COMEBACK

I feel so guilty I as a bigger Starlight than a BABY is getting much more excited for Noir than I did for Kratos

But ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY LET ALL OF THE FOUR GOLDEN 2012 DEBUT GROUPS (EXO, VIXX, BAP, BtoB, that's how I name them) HAVE THEIR COMEBACKS/UNIT DEBUT AT THE SAME FKING SEASON

WHY

WHY YOU DO THIS SM AND JELLYFISH AND TS AND CUBE

WHY

Look at who's going to be sick again from all the hype and the determination to cover five thousand songs in one week HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAcoughcough

Just kidding I'm probably going to only cover Skydive

But I'm making an orchestral cover huehueHUE

And an improvisation of One Shot as a bonus I guess

(WARNING: excessive usage of the word "" because it's REALLY ING DISTURBING)

I don't usually lack sleep, but when I do, it's probably I was so mentally disturbed few moments before I go to bed or it's because of a nightmare that either woke me up and got me mentally disturbed by the nightmare or I'm already mentally tormented in the nightmare so bad I wake up in insanity

By the way my dreams are biZARRE whether they're sweet dreams (like being together with people who NEVER HAPPEN TO BE MY BIASES WHEN IS JIMIN GOING TO APPEAR IN MY DREAMS) or nightmares like the one I had last night:

So basically in that nightmare I was in some virtual world and this Youtuber (I remember it was someone I used to watch or at least know about and I REMEMBER IT'S A MALE WITH GLASSES I THINK HE WAS ACTUALLY TYLER OAKLEY?????) was a serial killer and he ran everywhere and killed people with his Vorpal Blade (sorry RX it wasn't a cleaver it was the Vorpal Blade):

And FOR SOME REASON HE SUMMONED THE ING BLACK AND WHITE TELETUBBIES (except that in the dream they were coloured) TO HUNT MORE PEOPLE DOWN

By the way ing important warning do NOT google "teletubbies horror" if you cannot take horror. I can take graphic horror but I'm not quite sure if it's the side effect from the nightmare when I tried searching for this image using those keywords I ing shat bricks

AND THEN IN THE DREAM

I REMEMBER IT WAS PO, AKA THE RED TELETUBBY, AKA MY FAVOURITE TELETUBBY WHEN I WAS STILL A MINION

HE/SHE ING STOOD AT MY DOOR

AND BECAUSE IT WASN'T A LUCID DREAM AND IT WASN'T LIKE I COULD CONTROL MYSELF

I COULDN'T ING MOVE

AND I HAD TO ING STARE AT IT

FOR THE REST OF THE DREAM

WHICH LASTED FOR LIKE I DON'T KNOW THREE ING HOURS

I don't even know how to react anymore everything is just freaking disturbing RX suggested that my dream was probably "inspired" by Victor Bruntley in the Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children movie because his eyes were eaten by the hollowgast so they're literally "hollow" and just pitch black

(for those who can't take even the lowest level of horror, be grateful because I tried searching for an image of Victor from the movie but nothing showed up. If something actually did, better go change your pants because you''' in them for sure)

Not like that was the reason why he looked terrifying to me because his jaw was the reason his appearance disturbed me (and probably also the fact that Enoch actually could still talk to him in that state seriously how can a beautiful boy like Enoch be so sadistic but DIS BOI I LAIK)

BUT THANKS BRAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT DISTURBING THREE HOURS OF HORROR

It's never going to get out of my head now thank you so much

My mama once told me that we must be grateful for everything, so thank you my brain thank you very ing much I ing appreciate it