omg get ready for a tonne of spazzing :3 so much happened today between me and beanstalk letS JUMP RIGHT INTO IT!!!!

I had another class with beanstalk today (for the last time this week D:) and we were doing sports, netball (one of my faves that im really good at) to be specific. There were only 3 teams, including my own but we only had about 10 mins left of class so there was only 2 matches (winner stays on). My team was absOLUTELY LIKE WTF THROWING THE BALL EVERYWHERE I WAS LEGIT GONNA START CRYING OF FRUSTRATION but i calmed myself. 

Obviously our team lost and so we came off and were replaced by Beanstalk's team. I'm pretty sure this was his first time playing netball but he was actually one of the best out of the boys (hes tall and plays an amazing defence) but he wasn't sure where he was allowed to go and he turned to ME and asked so i told him obvs lol.

Anywayss the match went on and it was tight but his team ended up losing so that was the end of the lesson. Our teacher called all of us over to sit down and i started walking towards him complimenting how well he played and he just said thanks and i high-fived him but then we kinda held onto each other's hand before breaking away and sitting down.

I forgot to mention this earlier but 2 of my friends are obsessed with his bum bc its really jiggly (me and my friends are such s :D) and they were trying to touch his (dw guys they weren't harassing him, he was just laughing and trying to run away) whilst we were walking to the changing rooms so he stood against the wall meaning they couldnt touch his bum and i took this opportunity to touch his hair and omfFFF IT WAS SO SOFT AND LONG LIKE WTH .

For the whole of the next lesson i was just thinking about how nice his hair is and how much i wanted to touch it again lmao. After that lesson it was lunch and i was just chilling with 2 of my other friends and telling them how soft beanstalk's hair is. He was sitting quite far away so I didn't want to shout for him and ended up asking one of my friends to call him over. She did and he came over and i did like the grabby hands for his hair and he bent down so i could feel it UMF HOW IS HIS HAIR SO SOFTTT???!!!!! I told my friend to feel his hair and we were just fangirling about his hair. 

Then i told him to sit down and I put my hand out but he thought i told him to pull me up lmao so he took my hand but I told him to sit down and he was like 'but lunch is over' and i was like 'no its not people are still here' and tECHNICALLY LUNCH WAS OVER BC THE BELL WENT BUT WHATEVER. Back to the story, he sat down and i went behind him and i was just playing with his hair and idk if I imagined it but im pretty sure he leant into me but woTEVER.

yea thaTS BASICALLY IT Y'ALL DAMN THIS IS THE MOST I'VE WRITTEN IN ONE GO SORRY IF I BORED YOU XD

feel free to comment advice or opinions down below <3

(p.s Im sure i dont have feelings for him at this moment in time however that could change in the near future)

(p.p.s TELLING ME THAN IM IN LOVE WITH HIM ISNT HELPING XD)

(p.p.p.s The reason I dont want him to end up liking me or for me to end up liking me is because im going through a crucial point education-wise so i realy wanna focus and i really dont need the stress of a relationship nor the time)