Well, I was a fan (but not really a hardcore fan) of VIXX wayback during Hyde era. I listen to some of their songs (and Hyde's "Just can't control" part is always stuck in my head). I'm a fan of their songs, but not really familiar with the members. I knew their names but I actually do not know how they looked liked. Not until I met a Starlight friend.

I was doing well with my life, being an average Starlight....until May 2, 2015 came. They were holding their first ever concert here in my country and I was just so saaaaaad. The fact that I was just arounf the same vicinity the same day, but I was not able to go. I was too busy getting my case work done, that's why I let the opportunity passed by. I was a bit disappointed with myself which is why I became a bit loose with VIXX.

I was trying to bring myself back to the fandom. But someone, literally I can't remember who, tweeted me a snap of Leo's kissing scene from his Matahari musical play. I really heard my heart crashed down to pieces. And so I decided to just check on VIXX some other time.

And just recently, like two months before, VIXX suddenly popped into my mind. Like damn, I missed these guys. Like really. I did my "homework" for like a week- downloading all variety shows, downloading and listening to all their songs, watching their mvs and dance practices, etc. I DID MISSED A LOT. I mean, VIXX is just too precious. Like why did I allowed myself to let go of them even just for quite sometime? I was really disappointed with myself.

But nonetheless, it is better to be late! :)