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matsua moeka
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//// THE GIRL YOU ALWAYS HEARD ABOUT ////
full name / matsua moeko ( 松下 萌子 )
NICKNAMES /
► mochan ( もっちゃん ) : the simplified version of her japanese name; only used by her mother 
► mochi ( もち ) : the simplified version of her japanese name; members and friends using this nickname instead of the usual 'chan' at the end, she definitely prefer this one now
 furinji ( フリンジ ) : it means fringe and specifically in japanese, she had been keeping the same hairstyle ever since she was 7, it has been a part of her body now; used by her childhood friends and soon the members
 monica ( 모니카 ) : one day when practicing, the dance teacher called her monica for the whole lesson (it was a mistake, the foreign born teacher wanted to call her moeka); later it become a nickname the fellow trainees used
BIRTHdate + age / january 23rd, 1996 + 21
hometown osaka, japan
ethnicity japanese
NATIONALITY japanese
 
languages 
► japanese : she was born and lived in japan, it was the language she daily used ; native, kansai dialect
 korean : she picked up the language through kpop and korean variety shows but it's only the basic, she learn more during her 5 years in korea ; semi-fluent, seoul dialect
 english : she self taught herself while she has free times through english movies and english songs, still learning ; basic
//// I'M A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT ////
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face claim / nakajo ayami
backup / komatsu nana
 
appearance /
► standing at 169cm and weight around 54kg - moeka looks skinny enough. she actually blame her bones, she has thin but long body structure, she claimed that her weight coming from her bones length. she looks fragile in some occasions and the choice of clothes she wears. her arms and legs look unconsiderably thin and long. adds with the pale skin she possessed, people might get worried whether she being eating well or not, how harsh can idol training be for her and some other exxagerated ideas. moeka has a small face, really small as it appears to be smaller than her hands. she hadn't thought of her appearances as flawless, in fact she has many insecurity, she wisheS she can have shorter legs or an average proportionate. although we can agree with that, we can't also deny how beautiful her face is, her big eyes, her defined nose, her thick lips, her beauty spot on left cheek and dimple on right cheek. she looks gorgeous in full make up. but looks young and unedited in natural face, like an untouched flower, without going under the knife - yet. who knows what holds in the future.
 
fashion sense /
► from simple and lovely to a more bold with statement style, moeka has good fashion taste and mirrors that in her daily clothing. she has a lot of interest in fashion and beauty, so she reads magazines and watches videos about that area. she paid attention to what's not and what's hot in every fashion magazines she bought, mostly in korean edition as this is also one of her way to learn the language. besides normal clothing, she paid attention to her undies, moeka watches 'the victoria's secret', it's one of her tidbits. she loves wearing beautiful undies and matching with her outer outfit. she is considered as the one who has more clothes and accessories in the group. instead of thinking about her insecurity, she prefer to emphasize her body parts that people tends to praise. for example by wearing long pants or shorts to show her long legs. 
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//// YOU GOTTA BE BOLD! ////
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character traits /
       ► positive : charming, compassionate, communicative, loving, loyal
       ► neutral : excessive, thrifty, experimental, argumentative, opinionated
       ► negative : aggresive, secretive, defensive, bossy, vengeful, self-obssessed
elaboration /
where there are human beings, there are rats. rat is a kind of animal with strong adaptability to environments. It usually eats what people eat, so it can survive everywhere that people is about. moeka is somehow like that, she was born with acute observation, witty attitude, and flexible mind.
outer space is so empty moeka is charming and aggressive. she is expressive and can be talkative. she likes to hang out and usually spend quite some time chatting with her 'friends'. although she can be quiet sometime, it is rare to catch her sitting quietly. she usually have more 'acquaintances' than 'real friends'. 
inner space is so much more moeka is self-contained and keep problems to herself. and even though she can be talkative, she never confide in anyone. she is very careful with her secrets. it is a daunting task to get to know anything which she wants to keep secret. she can change any topic very tactically and elegantly whenever she wants it.
my indentity is not what it is moeka is interesting interlocutor, usually has a sense of humor and is generous with both her compliments and attention. on the other hand if she finds herself in a situation where she feels that she is not being properly understood, a more petty or critical side will emerge. she can be deeply affronted if she suspects that she has been deceived or her trust has been abused. be careful when you have hurt her intentionally or unintentionally. she is not afraid of saying and letting you know about her actual feelings. sometimes mean in outlook, she is nevertheless honest.
how can mirrors be real, if our eyes aren't real moeka is not romantic, but she is sensual and loving. she could be hard to see through at first glance, because she is also very protective, but even though she is not easy but she is worth it. she can be loyal and devoting.
sky is never the limit moeka is confident and usually has good instinct. stubborn as she is, she prefer to live by her own rules rather others. she is strong-willed and ambitious. but she has the tendency to force her ideas on other people. she at times get very nagging and irksome.  it happened that she can set her goals too high, whether in relationship to her friends or in career.
saying "wake up, you need to pay my money" as soon as moeka earns money, she spends it. yet she is so careful when she lends money to others. if you ever borrow money from her, don't be surprised by the high-interests.
 
background /
easy come born to a japanese father and mother, she was officially named as matsua moeka and raised in osaka. her father was a typical salary-man, living by the paycheck to put food on the table for his family while her mother was a simple housewife.
this is a test needless to say, the weight of supporting a family sat on mr. matsua's shoulders and eventually drove him to drinking away his problems. he would start coming home smelling heavily of alcohol, or sometimes not come home at all. With this came the beating of mrs.matsua, and she would often try to hide her bruises and blemishes from moeka, it was extremely apparent what was happening though.
fast forward and moeka entered high school, where she fell in love with a boy in her class. the two seemed to get along extremely well, always laughing and smiling with one another, they were an item that the entire school knew about. while her school life was flourishing quite well and made her forget about home, life began to get worse.
mr.matsua was arrested for attempting to rob a convenience store at gunpoint, leaving mrs.matsua to try and take care of moeka alone. working odd jobs into the late hours of the night, her mother barely scraped in enough money for the two to eat every night. moeka began to work as well, and while it was definitely a huge help to her mother, their circumstances didn’t improve by any significant amount. somehow, her first boyfriend and her eventually parted ways, leaving moeka alone in the world with only her mother to count on once more.
i challenged almost immediately after turning 15, moeka was scouted by an japanese film studio. It started with her doing cameo characters, though over the course of a year her popularity increased exponentially. posters of her starting to plastered on the wall of her company. she had became a pontential star. the amount of money she made shot up absurdly. who knew that making money could be so easy?
however, her career began to affect her personal relationships. Even though she began to make friends with the people in her industry, her relationship with her mother grew distant. regardless of her schedule, moeka and mrs.matsua's communication with one another diminished significantly, even when the two of them were together at home.
easy go a month after her 17th birthday, she got discovered by sm, mainly for her look and was asked for an audition. she took this as a hello call, being somewhat a star must be what she supposed to be. that's when she agreed to auditioned, her voice has always been sweet and powerful although lack of control, she got accepted with average points performing this (it was also from one of her movie scene). she tranferred from acting to idol, she gave up on school, moeka soon moved to south korea, by her own, leaving her mother good amount of money. leaving her potential star status, with her own reason to start a new life away from her distressed past. 
 
relationships /
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► father matsua kazuki | 50 | prisoner | hot tempered, pessimistic | kazuki and moeka wasn't close, it's a surprise if they were close, aren't they? when both of them at home, moeka will only locked herself in the room, she didn't want to see him at home. they completely stopped talking to each other when moeka was 14, after he got arrested and brought behind the bar. She had never visited him, not even once.
she was holding tightly onto her knees with her head buried on top of her knees, trembling in fear. loud shouting from behind her bedroom door. there was a violent situation caused by her father.
the shouting definitely did not subside but instead, got worst. she lifted her head up, showing her miserable face. she had never been close to her father and if anything, she hoped he would gone. despite he never touched her physically, what did that had any difference with her emotion.
 
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► mother matsua michiko | 42 | various jobs | self sacrificing, charitable | moeka and michiko used to be closer, at least they had talk about boy that she found cute to her. her mother is clearly a better person for her, if she were to compare with her father. michiko wasn't approved of moeka decision to involve in the entertainment world, that's when the awkwardness started. although she said nothing to her daughter, how can she did that when moeka was the savior during their money shortage. as a mother she wanted her daughter to have a better life than her and be happier, if going away was the option, she couldn't said anything more. eversince moving to korea, moeka called her mother once a month.
leaving her room, she were greeted by her mother in the living room. the atmosphere somehow awkward and dull.
"… i’m going to school now." she walked passed her.
"what about breakfast?"
"i’ll get a melon pan on the way to school." she responded as she put on her shoes.
"i’m leaving." she called out.
"have a nice day."
 
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best friend hirai momo | 21 | member of twice | funny, honest | both of them are from osaka and same aged, there were in the same school. the funny thing was they weren't that close before both meeting in korea. through momo, moeka also get to know sana and mina, she is slightly jealous with the j-trio of twice, she wishes that she can spend her time with momo that way. the two usually spending time to eat at various places in seoul. foods are friendship!
the weather is getting a bit chilly lately, and she definitely needs something warmer. moeka's fingers caress the fabric, appreciating the soft sensation under her skin, before pondering buying it. as she notices the expensive price her eyes widen slightly in surprise. She promised herself to not spend too much money today, and she already bought a quite expensive book. she watches the scarf a few more seconds, still a bit hesitant, before shaking her head. She must resist the temptation. taking a step back she looks around, before noticing joy by her side. lost in her musing, she didn't hear her best friend. 
"it's 4 PM. do you want to go to a café? it's my treat," momo offers.
"okay, and please make sure this place has better price!" moeka replies. 

 
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► close friend nakamoto yuta | 22 | member of nct | trustworthy, sensitive | yuta is one of the few japanese trainees that she knows in sm, yuta is also from osaka eventhough they never met there, it takes hundred thousands miles away for them to actually meet. he is very caring toward her, in a big brother way, completely platonic, she never think she can find another man to trust like him.
when yuta arrives, he immediately looks for moeka. they have been training a lot together lately, yuta helping the girl with her moves and talking to her during breaks. he finds it strange that they never really talked together before that, as they have much more in common than he thought. 
"hi mocchi." yuta says.
"yuta-nii! you scared me!" moeka’s voice pitches up slightly in surprise.
"are you lost in thoughts? something’s wrong?"
"no, i’m just tired."
yuta wants to laugh but restrains himself. hhe then grabs her arms, prompting the younger girl to look at him.
"that's because you overwork, you're lack of sleep too."
 
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friend jackson wang kayee | 23 | member of got7 | fun loving, friendly | jackson and moeka met by accident where she saved him from a tragedy in a 7/11 shop. not really a tragedy but jackson can be quite dramatic at some points. being the gentleman he is, he wanted to pay her with something although she rejected, this guy is so carefree, she didn't think a normal idol gonna treat people who they just met. later on she got to meet him again through momo, they became friend and has each other's emails.
jackson is standing outside the shop, busy trying to open the door while trying not to drop the food in his right hand. she bought some takeaway for the fellow trainees and him but right now, his hands are a bit full. when he hears the footsteps to the shop closing in she turns, and sighs in relief at the feminine face. he really needs the help.
"hi! could you please…"
jackson doesn’t have time to finish that moeka quickly catches the food before it falls on the floor.
"thank you! you’re a lifesaver!"
 
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close friend joy park sooyoung | 21 | member of red velvet | goofy, outgoing | joy and moeka met in sm during one of the vocal class, they became friends quickly and used to spend times together, a lot. besides none of them were in smrookies project, they can symphatize with each other. when sm revealed that joy going to be one of the red velvet members, there was a bittersweet feeling yet she was happy to see the joyous joy. the two of them spent times to complain about sm back then, and there might be even more after moeka debut.   
moeka had never been to joy's place, red velvete's dorm, though joy is supposed to be her close friend. 
the brunette girl is daydreaming when the door suddenly opens. she is greeted by moeka’s smile, who urges her to come in. a pleasant smell immediately reaches momo’s nostrils, and she smiles in amusement when she manages to guess what is the cooking. moeka invites momo to sit down at the dinner table. 
"i see you're ordering your favorite pizza topping again." joy affirms.
"yes, well…" moeka’s voice trails off, averting slightly her gaze shamelessly, before changing the subject with a half assed contained eagerness, "how did your photoshoot go?"
joy’s smile immediately falters. 
"yeri was there... you know it's time to stop. why can't you stop being like this?" joy grumbles, slightly whining at her younger friend’s attitude.
"i don’t know how to act around her anymore." moeka admits.

 
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close friend matsui hina | 18 | trainee at sm | cheerful, optismist | hina is definitely her top 3 closest sm friend after yuta and joy. she is young, talented and overall wonderful, moeka is sure that hina deserves to debut and be the next big thing. she likes to spend her outdoor with hina more than the others, for it's more comfortable with her, both of them aren't exactly idols so you can expect less deokho, the fans with big camera equipments.
moeka is waiting in front of a shopping store for her younger friend to arrive. she knows she's a bit early but she can't help it: she hates being late. the girl looks around, surprised to see so many people. she doesn't come here often. she really should go out much often. checking the time on her phone, she knows her friend should be here anytime soon. a voice suddenly calls her name, and she smiles when she sees a cheerful girl coming towards her. 
"hello hina-chan." hina exclaims, watching her as she swiftly approaches, before kissing her on the cheek.
"hi neechan!" hina answers, slightly out of breath, before reciprocating the gesture, "sorry for keeping you waiting."
"not at all, i've just arrived," moeka waves her hand at her, a small reassuring smile on her lips.
 
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► rival kim yerim | 19 | member of red velvet | quirky, bubbly | they were friends, just borderline 'acquaintance'. yet it completely swept away after the frustrating situation for moeka. their relationship are rocky, it isn't that obvious when others are around but it's always visible when no one there. as the older one, moeka likes to gives orders to yeri and she always points out her mistakes, when she sees it. moeka can be a b*tch eventhough i don't like to admit this myself. 
approaching the tree, she looked back towards the room she was in which was on the second floor. she noticed the trainees looking at her with an expression which she shrugged off in return before walking towards the tree. the leaves of the tree were a mixture of green and orange, it was a nice sight and had the feeling of autumn. putting both her hands into the pockets of her sweater and standing right under the tree that shaded her from the rays of the sun, she gazed besides, seeing the girl.
“oi.”
moeka could see her body tense up as if yeri was surprised by her voice. with moeka personality, it's only natural for her to has a certain negative feeling toward sana. it's not like she gonna hurt her physically, they were 'friends'.
 
LIKES /
favorite foods : doesn’t eat fruits, but enjoys strawberry, green grape and blueberry flavored foods, bento, takoyaki, ddeokbokki
favorite drink : green tea
 favorite color : blue, yellow
favorite holiday : summer break
 favorite word : "negative."
 favorite music genre : kpop
favorite artist : 2pm
favorite movie genre : science fiction
favorite tv shows : kamen rider
favorite fictional characters : kamen rider, peter pan, and ant man
favorite actor : lee jongsuk
 favorite sport : snowboard
favorite accessory : earrings
 
 
DISLIKES /
hated foods : liver, fuits
► hated drink : strawberry latte
 hated colors : neon colors
► hated holiday : valentine day
 hated word : "love."
 hated music genre : country
► hated movie genre : horror
► hated horror characters : chucky, ju-on, joker
 hated sport : soccer
► hated accessory : rings
 
HABITS /
► she cries when she's too stressed.
 she wears ankle stokings at home, also applies at dorm.
► she reads famous sayings and watches documentaries to pick herself up.
 she habitually staying on bed, she practically lives on bed during the group's days off.
 she walks with her feet pointing outward, the members like to imitate her 'like a man' walk.
 
HOBBIES /
► shopping spree
 reading manga
 reading magazines online
 watching fashion shows online
 looking up restaurants online
 
TRIVIAS /
► she is a talkative person in public. 
► she admires 2pm more than anyone.
 she is one of the sanest in the group.
► she dislikes girls who act like a princess.
 she was a member of drama club back in japan.
► she visits bookstores with her friends to find new manga.
► she used to visit convenience stores in japan to buy bento.
► 2pm was her first kpop group and she is still a big fan of them.
 she can't ride amusement park rides because she has a weak heart.
 she is good at mobile and computer games according to the members.
► she says that if she wants to flirt with someone, she’ll turn into a “bad girl”.
 one of the members who can't do aegyo, she tries... but always ends up failing.
► when she's hungry, she somehow finds himself watching a lot of food programs. it’s self-torture.
 she had a dog named rei, who is a male and died at his 10th years because of natural old sickness.
 she can't cook, so she eats out most of the times, calls deliveries or eat the meal the other members made.
 she didn't has dream but it changed when she realized how fun it is to work hard as a trainee and didn't regret the decision to dream of debuting.
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STAGE NAME / monica ( 모니카 )
PERSONA / rosa campion : this is a flower, specifically an old cottage garden plant of southeastern europe widely known for its attractiveness. monica has a gorgeous visual and as soon as her debut picture got revealed, she gained fans. she had made this persona herself and acively using it, no objection there.
POSITION / lead vocalist, face of the group

COMPANY NAME + # OF YEARS TRAINED /  sm + 4 years & 2 months
TRAINEE LIFE / 
► starting in sm, even though she looked weak, she was definitely not someone to be pushed around. she single handedly survived and gained new friends. she trained for 3 year when sm picked the trainees for 5th member for red velvet with the helped from the experienced trainers. kim yerim and matsua moeka was actually the last 2 names when they had to pick only one more person, in the end it was yeri. honestly, she get disheartened.
truthfully speaking, what drived moeka to be an actress back then wasn't her passion in acting, it was her instinct to survive and to gain money for herself and her mother. that's why she can leave her career as she moved to korea. the same survival instinct activated when she got scouted by sm. she wasn't in love with the dream to be an idol at first, it later got developed thanks to her training and the trainees she met. she can't gave up. although still not the best, she worked 10 times harder after her failure to debut.
sm and yg mbc music festival- it wasn't only phenomenal for the press but also for the trainees, the people who normally takes part in this kind of collaboration was the idols, so isn't this the first chance open for the trainees? hope built up upon the project announcement and finally her name was announced. it wasn't her first time to be shown to the public, as she is the face in magazines and cfs, being one of the known, but this is her first time to actually performing on stage in front of the audience. she definitely did her best.  
TALENT TWINS / 
► Singing Twin : hyojung of oh my girl / nayeon of twice
► Dancing Twin : hyojung of oh my girl / nayeon of twice (fast forward to 0.43)
 
Predebut expirience /
► summer  - she acted as a cameo
► mbc music festival's sm & yg collaboration unit 
► appeared in super junior's magic and heechul & kim jungmo's goody bag
► appeared in teen magazines and cfs for few brands including eider, sk telecominnisfree, h:connect
 
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//// I DON'T WANT A BOY I NEED A MAN ///
love interest / one of the group's main otps. they might have a 'small' girl crush on each other
backup / yet it can also be one sided in the end
 
personality /
► varies
 
love story / 
as moeka slowly drawn the curtains in her room, she could see ominous black clouds that had covered the sky, ready to release a round of heavy showers anytime soon. the other had then came out of the bathroom, all ready for the new day.
“gosh, bad weather today huh,” the other commented with a shrug.
“seems that way, negative.” moeka went over to get her bag and gestured the other to follow her. “time to leave.”
“there’s one full hour before classes start though. really?”
moeka nodded. “well, we can have extra training or something at the company.”
“oh right! that’s true!!!” the other was pumped up with energy and grinned before taking moeka’s hand and leading her out of the door energetically, “let’s go let’s go!”
“sheesh… i need breakfast you know?” moeka let out a sigh but was relieved to see the energetic girl.
“oh right, sorry… ehehe…” the girl knocked onto her own head cutely with her tongue stuck out before they headed to the kitchen to get breakfast before leaving.
 
ending / it's alright if she end up single
 
relationship status / best friend
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final words / she isn't the best daughter or the nicest girl but that's monica ;; i can change her love interest if you're not comfortable with it. tell me if i need to fix anything lovely ^-~ wish you lots of luck for this wonderful story! 
scene reqUEST /
 kpop japanese line meet during a variety show!
► BLΔCK ΛELΛET members bonding time, let's say mt!
 moeka told someone about her family and past before coming to korea! 
 
password / red velvet : seulgi & black pink : lisa
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