There are some things in life that's just better off not saving.  Just leave it alone.  Let it die off because it's not doing you any good alive.

Not quite blazing but far from toxic, this 'relationship' has been lukewarm at best.  I struggled with figuring out what we were this entire time.  I wasn't sure if I was expecting too much or if I wasn't expecting enough.

Articles online told me that if a man wants me, he'll make sure I know.  Did this mean he didn't want me?  Since I didn't know?  But then articles also told me that men need time, that i should wait it out and communicate my feelings to them.  Was I communicating enough?  Men are different, articles said, so it depends on your relationship.  What if you can't define it?  Where do I go from here? 

I realized what we are this morning when you cancelled on me at the last minute without an explanation.  When you didn't respond to my concern if everything was okay.  When I saw you online... searching for other options.

We are nothing substantial.  We might be acquaintances that have shared a few fun times.  We might be strangers that ended up twisted in the sheets that one night.  That's it.

I'm disappointed, sure, but we had fun though.  We might keep having fun if we feel like it.  The only difference now is that I know that fun is all I can expect from you... and that's okay.  Time for me to get back on track.  You were, are, and maybe will be, a great detour.  I hope I was a great detour too.