I wish I was a child again.
I honestly wish I could go back a couple years and enjoy my teenage years. I took it for granted because "Adult life will be so much easier". Oh how naive and stupid I was.
Now that I am older, I realize why everything had to be based around $. Without money you can't do .
I am barely hanging on for Kcon. I have University coming up. I need to fix my car. I have a wedding to attend for: so dress and a wedding gift. I have several birthdays to attend and get gifts. Christmas!
Anyone willing to pay 30k to help the poor college girl? No? Damn!
There is just so much stuff I need to have done and it's extremely hard to maintain a job and be a full time 13-17 credit hour student (5-6 classes).
I wish I had counted my blessings and lived and played when I was a kid because now I have to be an adult and take care of everything on my own.
I'm positive yall agree (I know you do Cee! You workaholic!).
I feel like there aren't enough hours in the day to get everything I need to done. My room is trashed, my sleeping schedule is trashed, I need to pack for uni and finish registering, I need to finish getting money for my trip to LA, and I need to find time to go down and get my oil changed (I need to get my door fixed cuz the lock is broken, but I dont have time for that right now).
I can't imagine the stress after I graduate in three years how I feel when majority of my paychecks I earn will go to paying off my student loan.
Kiddos, please live and have fun while you can. Adult life might be fun because you have freedom and no restrictions, but trust me when I say that it is not all fun and games.
You have to work hard to play hard and half the time you can't play hard because you worked too hard.
In other news:
I officially changed my BTS bias from Namjoon to Jimin. T.T
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