A FOURTH ACCUSATION???

You guys... I can't...

Oh boy! Now there's a third accusation against Yoochun! I guess it's also a high time for me to go on a hibernation. But then again now I'm terrified of what to expect regarding all the rumors about Jae & Su being the next target or whatever that is.
Oh why is the so deep!?

WHAAAAATTT....???? JAejoong has a Scandal....oh dear GOD please don't make it a case to...please just dont

i completely understand. im in the same position. although my story's are mainly focused on yunjae i sometimes bring yoochun into the timeline. and i can write yunjae but something is holding me back and i just can't find my muse anymore. yoochun was to careless with going to those bars, don't get me wrong, i don't hate him for it and i dont think those kind of bars are wrong but he is still a celebrity with many fans who are watching his every move.

I'm actually having anxiety attacks over this whole issue and I've just been constantly crying because if these allegations are true ANY chance of us seeing our boys back together is gone... I just can't...

Can't even think about the effects this will have on Jae and Junsu... they have been through so much that my heart just feels like it's breaking apart...
The feeling of watching the people you've come to adore and idolize for 13 years get this thrown at them is something I hope no one will ever have to go through again. I mean, I literally grew up listening to DBSK and this... just... Wow

I know that emotions are running high for all of us now. This is awful and painful, but we'll get through it. I'm going to answer all messages and comments here, instead of individually.

I want to be clear that I don't judge Yoochun for going to the room salons. I think it's sleazy and a bit sad, but hell, he's a grown man. TBH, my version of him in Fireflies was headed that way, if it wasn't already obvious. I have a harder time with Junsu and Jae doing it, but hey. Again, they're adults and I don't judge them for it. But I hope with everything in my soul that pictures of them at the room salons don't get released, as rumors say they might.

What I have trouble with are Yoochun's two ual assault charges, the threats, the payoffs, and all of that sordid stuff. IDK if Yoochun is innocent or guilty. I'll reserve judgment until the police have completed their investigation. But we all know that even if he's cleared (which I sincerely hope happens), there will always be suspicion that he bought his way out of it. His career is over. JYJ is doomed. Any hope of a DB5K reunion is in ashes. And that's really hard to take. To have their legend end like THIS. For THIS to be the way DBSK goes down... I can't bear it.

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Unfortunately, rapists aren't psychos. They are men you meet and talk to every day. They are pillars of the community, industry leaders—and celebrities. I can't say that just because I've liked and admired Yoochun as a fan for years that he'd never do such a terrible thing. I HOPE he didn't. But I don't know him. Not really. I applaud those of you who are standing by Yoochun and having faith in him. That's how I felt after the first charge. But with the second one... I need to step back and let people who know the full story do their jobs. THAT'S why I'm taking my hiatus. My feelings are too conflicted to write clearly now. I have people writing to tell me that they'll never see Yoochun the same again and...I get it. I don't know if I can, either. Everything else aside, I'm upset that the other boys might be ruined by this too. By careless Yoochun.

My proposal to remove Yoochun from the JJ stories is the best solution I can come up with for continuing to write. But honestly, I don't know if even that will help until this situation is resolved. As for Fireflies... I don't know. I need to wait and see how things turn out. My fingers are crossed. But I just don't know.

My heart is dust.

OMG you're giving up on yoochun before the investigations are done? can u please think what u'll feel like if yoochun was innocent if it is a trap (and i believe so until proven wrong) ? i don't think i can read any of ur fics if u replace yoochun
i know he goes to those bars 90 percent of single men in korea do anyway and i believe that a is in my dictionnary equal "a psycho criminal" and because i believe yoochun who cried after filming a bed scene is a NOT 'psycho' and NOT a 'criminal' i'll believe in him more than i believe in a
anyway TILL HE POVE ME WRONG

I don't know what to respond to this :(
Just be prepared then? Since none are clean and sasaengs do know all of their flaws. I hope Jaejoong and Junsu won't be dragged into this mess though. Yoochun was the one who didn't play 'neat' so he should be the one who bears the responsibility.

Jijijiji. I shouldn't be laughing, but I started to laugh when I checked NB and saw that he was getting charged again and there are rumors going around about the coercion that I smelled a mile away. This is….I can’t.

Moving on, what do you mean about JJ and JS being next? My heart cannot take it if something happens to JJ. I would die. I’ve spent four to be five years loving him and hoping that he reflected all of my morals and values. Please tell whatever it is, is not as bad as YC’s case. I’m begging you!
Since I am graduating next year and getting older, I guess it is time I get out of KPOP.

It has been fun, but is too real and deep for me now. KPOP was supposed to be beautiful and dreamlike, not sordid and real/deep. Time I pack my heart and grow up. This is sad, though. And I thought I would always support JYJ (JJ) and TVXQ no matter how old I’d get. Life had new plans for me, I guess.

You’re right: JYJ is OVER. It saddens me. I want to cry. I mostly feel bad for YC fans. They do not deserve all of this. But I cannot support a after being ually assaulted when I was barely five!

Girl, we have to do what he have to do.
I really love fireflies and will really miss it.
After publishing my last fic, I think I am also going to stop writing. I enjoyed writing because it helped me with improving my abysmal grammar and making friends of the same minds, but time to leave now.