I'm Okay

Hi everyone!

I know it's been so long with no updates and I'm so sorry. I still check in every day and read your comments and messages. And I sit down several times a week and try to work on my fics, but nothing comes out. :( I even started NaNoWriMo, hoping it would help me write, but nothing.

^ Trying to sing with my words through the pain, like Jae

I haven't written anything outside of work for months now. I'm so sorry. I hoped I'd be better after the US election but it keeps dragging on and on. I'm just a ball of depression and anxiety these days. I mean I'm okay, there's no need to worry about me. But I just can't seem to get the words out. Also, my twitter account got hacked and taken over, and now I'm locked out of it and the email account I used to set it up. I don't think I can get it back. 

I know this isn't the cheeriest update but you all deserve an explanation for why I haven't written in so long. I'm doing okay and I haven't left you or gone on hiatus or anything. These are hard times we're living through. I hope youre all doing well too ❤️

 

 

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nwh-gem #1
it's fine authornim! take your time, we're just here! fighting!
Dilhara #2
And pls let us know if you make a new Twitter. I'll come running for it. ❤

And your post made me tear up.
Dilhara #3
Oh God unnie. I was so worried about you. I was so busy these past few days cause of my university registration and all. And couldn't go to twitter much. But today I suddenly remembered that I haven't seen you around that much and I was like, I should go put up a dm and check on her.
And then I went to twitter to do just that and you won't believe me when I say how worried I was when I couldn't find your account. I was like, WHAT????
And then I put up some dms to few of our longtime TVXQ fans that I know that like your ffs, asking about you since I couldn't remember a way to get a hold of you.
And then remembered I should come here and see if I can get a hold of you here.
I was so so so happy to see this post from you with the topic "I'm Ok". Only then I could take a breath of releafe.

Take your time unnie ah. As I always said in previous occasions we'll be here when you come back. And I'll be here when you give us your next fic update. So take your time.
But pls update us, worried friends about you at least here in aff, when you have some time to spare.

Love you as always. Unnie ah, Fighting!!!
Dear_J-ane #4
It's okay, take your time :) Writing is not something, that can be forced. I'm sorry about your account :( Take care :)
Evelyn-Everdeen #5
I wish for you to feel better soon, but please don't feel pressured. We'll wait. Your mental health always comes first. It's okay that you can't write outside work at the moment and it'll be okay, no matter for how long this continues. Because, in the end, you come first, and whatever currently works for you to get your mind off everything serious and to help you cope with both depression and anxiety also comes first.
Thank you for the update. I'm glad to know that you're otherwise doing fine and I wish for you to stay healthy and to get back into a good, mental place. You're wonderful! I wish you all the best <3
primulla #6
Hey!
Don't pressure yourself, it actually only make things worse. As long as you finish your fics, I'm fine lol.
I hope you manage to rest your mind and stay healthy and emotionally stable.
Xxx
jjbrownsugga #7
I'm glad you're doing well, and staying healthy. That's the priority right now.
parkyume #8
heyyy i hope you’re okay now!! stay safe dear!!
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