Don't Kill Me

You all... I have tried and tried and TRIED but I just can't get this next chapter of A Taste of You down on the page. I know I've been promising to post it forever, but it's just not happening. Sorry! Please don't hurt me.

It's frustrating because I have the chapter all planned and partially written, but I just can't get the darn thing done. IDEK what's wrong with me. I think it's partly the pandemic/depression/world on fire and partly just natural writers' block. But I'm stuck. :( 

^ Overwhelmed with shame, just like Jae here

I'm going to stop forcing myself to work on it and see if anything else (Fireflies? Arc of Time? A y oneshot??) comes out instead. But I wanted to keep you all updated. You've all been so patient and not nagged me at all. Thank you so much for that. I'll see if I can't get s o m e t h i n g out for you soon.

 

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yunjaemrcnn #1
Don't worry dear. we can wait. Take care of you
yunjae2024
#2
Why do you sound like me, lol.

I have all these story ideas in my head, right? And so, for some of them, I’ve written some chapters, for others, I’ve completed the whole thing, right?; then I stand back and look at it all and...gag. Seriously, I freeze in horror and I gag at how disgusting it all is and how horrible my ‘writer’s block’ is, and how I’ve lost my passion for one of my greatest hobbies. I’ve also realized that I am, kinda, a whole lot of, a terrible writer.

I miss the delusions of my youth.

I’ve picked up gardening now and it’s fulfilling me in a way writing used to.

Anywho, I hope you find peace and I thin yourself and the world soon. I’ve been struggling a bit lately, but picking up gardening has just started to give me something to focus on.
Dilhara
#3
Don't feel so burden. I'm here waiting for you whenever you come back.
phinea2009 #4
Take your time Mira.
Cherrynis
#5
Hey! Don't feel to burden about it...don't worry about it. Sending you a virtual hugs and support...Take care of your health literally and mental health too during this difficult time...I'll take (read) whatever you write...and take your time! Hwaiting!
Evelyn-Everdeen
#6
Thank you for the update. And as always, don't worry sk muvh about us - it's most important that you are healthy and happy. So I hope that you're still healthy and that your cat is giving you all the love that you're otherwise missing out on. Good luck for getting your muse back and until then, don't stress yourself ❤️
petitlapin74 #7
Merci beaucoup de prendre la peine d'expliquer ce que vous ressentez. Et c'est normal tout les écrivains ont des périodes d'écriture plus facile que d'autres surtout quand comme vous la qualité est au rendez-vous. C'est toujours un plaisir de lire ce que vous mettez à jour quelle que soit l'histoire. Prenez bien soin de vous. <3
jjbrownsugga #8
Don’t worry about it. Just stay healthy, and post when you can.
I love the Gifs.
Thank you for the update.