Since I told Ali-chan I’d tag her in something but I couldn’t find a nice quiz blog, I attempted to make my own ;A; and I had such a hard time to make up the questions and frame them in proper sentences.

First of all I’d tag taelighted , gomtaengie, yifanforever, baekyuu (if u aren’t busy to do it ^^) and yulface. (it’s the second time I’m tagging u so better do it -_-) and if OnceUponAnExo senpai doesn’t mind u can do it too *-*

 

Nature

• Favorite weather?

Since I'm a big big er for rain so I really like cloudy days. People around me say that sort of weather is all gloomy and stuff but Idk I really enjoy the dark and moist sky ^^ so umm rainy weather is my favorite weather. 

• Something about mother nature that terrifies you?

The sea lmao because I don’t know how to swim so whenever I go to the beach I just go inside the water till knee length because one slip and I’m gone. But other than that umm….INSECTS. I HATE INSECTS. ESPECIALLY SPIDERS I ING HAAAAATE SPIDERS.

• Your inspiration/peace of mind comes when you…?

At late night. I mostly sneak up the roof and the sight of the moon is always breathtaking. And during sunsets when most of the sky is dark except the part where the sun is setting and the colors just blend so well and the sky is very beautiful. The sky at any time of the day gives me a peace of mind. ^^

• If you had the chance to change something about the way the world worked, what would it be?

I’d make travel free ^^ so we could idk just pack things up and move around and the only thing necessary should be our identity or health record. Why do we need to go through so many formalities just to visit a country -_-

• Is there a time in this world you would want to travel back to?

The 20s-30s. I honestly always feel I should’ve been born at that time because everything about that time excites me so much (well except the wars and all haha…) but life was so simple back then : (

AND MY IDOLS ASTAIRE AND ROGERS WERE FROM THAT TIME OFCOURSE I WANT TO TIME TRAVEL TO MEET THEM.

 

Thoughts

• How often do you find yourself lost or confused? What do you do to make yourself feel better?

I’m always lost lol like really I have no motivation in life everything . Uh….to make the ty feeling go away (only to return later at some time like??) I mostly listen to very slow songs. Like ballads or jazz or sometimes some classical music or maybe anime ost. Does help tho.

• Do you wish you had a twin or a double of yourself? What would you want her/him to be like?

I ALWAYS WISH I HAD A TWIN. Since I’m legit a bundle of many things myself so I would give her my dark personality that’s all badass and ruined and likes rock music and everything so that I can enjoy myself some sweet and quiet and romcom loving personality ^-^ I want both of the things but I’m only one body so otl.

• Is there something particular about you that you think reflects your personality or way of thinking?

The movies I watch? Or the anime? Tbh what I watch makes up a lot of how I think or what I’m interested in so if someone had to know me better they should try asking me about the type of shows I watch.

• Is there something about you that hasn’t changed at all despite all these years since you were a child?

My playfulness? Lmao I’m still a little wacky and I still want to play something all the time so I come up with random paper games. Maybe that’s why when everyone wants to have fun they call me?? But yeah I was a monkey when I was young and I’m still like that.

• Is there something which is lowkey important to you but you don’t make it obvious?

I’m very possessive lol. Like I really can’t share my things or give them away although I don’t show that. So whenever someone messes with my things I sort of go crazy but because I’m mostly very carefree people don’t notice that I mind. But I sure do. Just don’t. touch. my. things. yup. Or atleast don’t mess them up.

 

Interests

• Is there something you would like to try that is completely not your style or taste/interest?

I would like to be a doctor :D when I was young I used to dislike it because *cough* desi parents. But now that I’m grown up and I looked at things in a different way, doctors are pretty cool you know. So I’d like to try that although I know about the medical field.

• Favorite place to be at any time?

The beach at night or my roof : )
Or home. I like being at home most of the time even though I seem like an outgoing person. Or maybe I just like being home coz internet yeah I think that’s the case.

• Is there something you really really want to try but never ever had the chance to?

I really really really want to play baseball :’( but I’ve never played it ever in my life. It's so much fun and so much my type and I just wanna play it but :(

• How do you starting shipping someone? What effect does you uotp have on you?

I see the relationship between the members first and then I try to suspect which one seems more like  more like some little flirting. So when I don’t see that no matter how much I try I can’t ship them.  I really need to see that spark *-*

Out of my top ships I’d talk about SeKai :’) my perfect beautiful otp. They just legit give me this outburst of feelings like idk they’d just look at each other and I would be a puddle of emotions and squealing and whenever I read Sekai fics I smile like an idiot and then I imagine them doing that and I smile more and I might sound weird but they do things to my hearteu and I REALLY REALLY LOVE SEKAI THOSE STUPID BOYFRIENDS WHY DON’T THEY JUST GET MARRIED AND ADOPT DOGS. HAVE YOU SEEN HOW PERFECT THEY ARE TOGETHER.

• Is there an interest or hobby that you have lost? Why?

Reading. I used to read a lot but now I can’t focus after just a minute into the book. I hate this actually. Idk tho I even slack while reading online so I really hate it.

 

Personal

• Are you someone who has an easy flow with conversations or are you awkward?

Lol I’m very awkward. In real life. Like I can go on with my friends but as soon as someone I’m not open with comes along I sort of quiet down and it’s not nice because they think  I don’t like them  ;A; to all the people who thought I was ignoring them I’m sorry.

I work out on the internet somehow but that also depends on the other person and if they can’t keep the conversation going then I start saying and it becomes awkward again and then I want to roll in like a turtle.

• Have you ever done something against your will because of helplessness?

I have lmao so many times. Once when we were caught for doing this stupid thing so my friends pushed the blame on me that I had started it and so I could do nothing but go to the principle alone. Like what can I do when it’s me against the whole group? And similarly many other things happen because they just team up on me. No wonder I often stay sort of…disconnected haha. I REALLY HATE IT WHEN THEY FORM A GROUP AND PUSH ME TO DO SOMETHING I DON'T WANT SUCH AS COMING TO THE SCHOOL ON SOME FESTIVAL I DON'T WANT TO GO.

• Is there a phase in your life that you have come through?

YES JUST RECENTLY I FINALLY GOT OVER THAT I’M SO HAPPY IDK HOW IT HAPPENED BUT HIS MERE EXISTENCE DOESN’T AFFECT ME ANYMORE I’M LEGIT PROUD OF MYSELF FOR GETTING OVER THAT ROTTEN .

• Do you post stuff on your sns (tumblr, twitter etc) after giving it a lot of thought? Why do you think is that so?

I don’t haha. I post whatever I like and I think that’s cause of my impulsiveness. Don’t mind it tho *v sign* my blog is pretty cool. To me.

• Last question; keeping the person anonymous, give a cheesy thank you to someone close to you for anything you would like.

Hello angel. I know I don’t say this often and majority of the time I refer you with curses but…thank you for merely existing in my life. If it weren’t for you, there’s no other reason for me to have hope everyday. You do so many things for me and I know I’m unable to thank you for that – so I’m writing you this short note. I’ll love you forever and I’ll treasure you forever and please don’t forget me. Like never. I don’t know what I’ll do if you wouldn’t be there one day. So just…really really thank you for being the sunshine in my life.

 

 

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that was that. i love you all. i honestly didn't know what to call it so if u have a cooler name change it ;A;