So I watched Lucky One. It was great and all. I have no problem with it. But I had to listen to it a couple of times for me to actually get into it. Unlike Monster where we hit it off at 0:00.

Oh my gosh, Monster.

"I'm creeping in your heart, babe."

TRUTH. BECAUSE HOT DANNNNNNNG DID MY JAW DROP FASTER THAN YOU CAN CALL ME MONSTER.

Look, I have been waiting for EXO "to join the dark side" and have a darker, more mature theme for awhile. Something more gang, possessive-ish (looking at you ViVi >^>). And so when I saw the teaser of Monster. Words cannot express how hard I flipped. I probably could have flipped King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table.

But I am terrible at receiving news you see. I don't know anything. I don't keep things updated. It was months before I found out that Tao had quit EXO. AND THAT WAS BECAUSE OF A FANFIC'S AUTHOR NOTE. So I didn't think that I would find out in the first hour that EXO has released the music videos. If it wasn't for group chat, it probably would have a couple of days before I found out. And after a couple of days, the pizazz of a new mv can wear off.

But my god. I was not ready. I was not ready. There is already lyric videos of all the songs in the album that were released today but I still can't process it. EXO went dark side. That LIGHTSABER is useless now, eh?

I have been waiting for them to join the dark side. I was wondering how it will turn out. But I was not ready mentally, emotionally, or physically for that mv.

And "Lucky One". Don't even get me started. I don't know what to feel. Laughter at the fact that Chanyeol/Kai had a rap/dance battle after being cornered, Suho using his water power to create a bevarage for himself and Xiumin, or the exploding heads of the females in that video. But hey, if Sehun gave me a look like that I would malfunction too.

They seemed to be escaping from a hospital. Maybe because they're Monsters? I don't know. 

And that maze at the end with the 12 white dashes representing each member on it? 3 of which are neatly in the middle? What does that mean? The other 9 seem to be getting close to the center too. Are Kris, Luhan, or Tao gonna be coming back for a short period (Because God forbid do they get back in again)? Or is EXO gonna end soon? Man, the theories are driving me mad already.

But the question is: Who finally called the doctor?