when you are torn between chasing your dreams and trying to be a good student and daughter. 
it's tiring but this is what i wanted so i live with no regrets hahah

i have been juggling my time between school and practice. i had to wake up really early in the morning (5am) to go to school and in the afternoon i go straight ahead to practice, most of the time my sister and i would practice until midnight at home because we felt like we really need to do real well and then after that i would start with my homeworks and the cycle repeats the next day.

at first everything was going really well and balanced but then life's challenging me tho (un)fortunately our exposure/showcase fall at the same week as my exams so i had to work REALLY hard during practices while studying my  off. my mom didn't know this but i didn't go to school for two days and mostly arrive to class late (my classes were too early and i dont have the energy to get up) and usually i just doze off in class. thank god i was given one more chance before i'll be dropped from my subjects. it's not that i'm forgetting about school (i never will), i'm just really tired and my body feels so weak right now but just as i said, this is what i wanted so i had to really do my best. i will not fail everyone who believes in me, especially my parents.