I have so many things burdening my heart at the moment which I have to let out by writing; lazy enough to grab my notebook and a pen, I’ll write it here then. Hehe.

I’m horrible. Oh my goodness, I’m awful. It’s been months and I still haven’t completed The Body Swap’s revamp or updated Equilibrium and HCOL. I’m working so less, making such little progress, I’m so ashamed of myself. School’s getting the best of me, but school isn’t entirely to be blamed. I’m the one who can’t manage my time well. Ugh. /shoots self/

On another note, Block B’s comeback is perfection for me. Their comeback makes me fall in love with them all over again, oh God.

I’ve been a distant fan since 2013, enjoying their title tracks and supporting whatever solo (beautiful , that is) Zico releases. After falling for Very Good, I fell for the boys as well and they became a group whose music I liked and whose random videos I could watch for hours long. After Jackpot, they didn’t have any more comebacks so I kind of lost my touch with them, but still supported them and was just waiting for their comeback.

When Zico released his solos, I only listened to that short ver of Yes Or No. Now that I think about it I don’t know why I didn’t listen to the others... Ah, I don’t know what the hell’s wrong with me. Then I came across I Am You, You Are Me anD BAM ONCE AGAIN BIAS LIST RUINED BECAUSE OF WOO JIHO THX ZI THX.

Around that time, news of their comeback came out and I was so damn thrilled; my connection with Block B sparked up once again immediately. I watched their videos, FINALLY was able to purely recognise Kwon and Minhyuk (shoot me) and when A Few Years Later came out, I was soooo satisfied, especially with the amount of lines Jaehyo got and Jihoon’s beautiful part. I was then super thrilled for TOY and yes, they don’t disappoint. I love the choreo, I love the song, I love them, I love everything. Of course, it’s a lie if I say that I don’t miss their questionable funky weirdass concepts, but as long as BB’s back in the business, I’m happy enough. And since I haven’t mentioned Kyungie and Taeil; God bless the Zikyung in TOY, and I adore Taeil’s parts in A Few Years Later. Dammit, I adore his parts in all their songs actually.

Honestly speaking, I was kind of (slightly, very) worried about BB. They hadn’t come back in 2 years; from my experience, a long break loosens your spot in the industry. I was worried that if BB doesn’t do well with TOY... Well, I could only think the worst. A lot of my favourite groups are perishing, I don’t think I’d deal well with losing BB too.

However! Last night I was watching their live performance and I found out they got their first win for TOY!!! I was also so happy to hear their fanchant strong and loud. It might sound like nothing much, but it gives me confidence that BB’s gonna continue for a very long time. Man, my happiness upon finding out they got a win can’t be described in words.

So, yeah. That’s about Block B. I hope soon enough I’ll be able to call myself a BBC. /wiggles eyebrows/

Then, Bangtan. Sigh. Just when I feel like I’m about to lose my own touch with them, BigHit suddenly drops an MV that both saved me and killed me. When it came out, I was joyed to see the boys looking wonderful and had a good time pointing out random stuff in the MV (I was alone, tho...) and the song stole my heart instantly. Good job, Namjoon bb.

No joke, I replayed the MV around 10 times until I finished my Physics homework. I was overwhelmed with emotions, good emotions, but I remained casual. Today, however, when I got home from school, I decided to have some entertainment as I eat cereal for lunch so I chose to watch Young Forever and recalling the lyrics that I had read earlier, I began tearing up so badly and couldn’t even lift my spoon because I was once again overwhelmed by various emotions. The lyrics just hit home, y’know? I just can’t believe I’ve been a steady fan of them for nearly two years. They’ve been a huge part of my life for nearly two years. Seeing how far they’ve gone, I’m so, so proud and friggin’ emotional and sentimental as hell. Ack.

Their comeback’s gonna be one of the best things of my life. I know it. Because well, they’re one of the best things of my life.

So there ya have it. A useless post full of ramblings and fangirling. Feels good to have them off my chest. Whew!