hi?

I said before how I was going to be gone, but honestly, I never really left... I've been here this whole time, just not responding to pms and blog comments because I haven't had the energy to do so and I still don't

I'm still in a pretty terrible mood and I'm ing stressed out of my mind and still ed over, but I guess I might as well come back here because I was never really gone and I feel like there's no point in pretending that I was?

I did read all your blog comments on my previous two blog posts and I'm sorry for not replying but I did read them and thank you for commenting ^^ it really does mean a lot to me

being the very spontaneous and impulsive person I am, I've decided to write a oneshot (or chaptered fic, depending on how long it is) partially based on true that happened

link HERE

I guess I'm marking it as ratedm ._. I'm not entirely sure why and I'm not exactly sure if the content is even classified as ratedm or not, but oh well?  ratedm for... ual things in general?  and swearing LOL it's kinda ironic because we're not supposed to use bad language in our fics without marking them as ratedm... but I (along with a ton of other users) swear all the time in my writing and I've never marked my stuff as ratedm for that reason?

but anyways, I guess this will be marked as ratedm for ual in general

I'm open to any suggestions... is there a particular idol you want me to write about?  right now I've decided to make Yoongi the lead male character and the lead female character is going to be a female OC... unless there's a certain idol you guys have in mind?  or maybe you want a pairing?  what I have in mind works best with a straight pairing though

I've also been thinking about changing my username and I'm not sure why either ._. I couldn't care less if any of you on here know my real name because a lot of you don't know me in person, but I feel like I should change things up just in case... stuff... happens?