The article of Jongin dating Krystal came out on the 1st of April so I thought it was some sick joke done by whoever but seeing as it is already 3rd of April and nothing has changed, I guess I couldnt do anything but just accept the fact that YES,JONGIN IS DATING SOMEONE AND THAT SOMEONE IS NOT KYUNGSOO BUT ITS SOOJUNG. I used to be kind of a kaistal trash,and previously,during the taekaistal shoot,I could see how good they looked together so I guess its kinda nice that its Krystal he's dating ((BUT IT WOULDVE BEEN 5384939 TIMES BETTER IF IT WAS KYUNGSOO)) . I have been an undying KaDi/KaiSoo shipper since mama era. Ever since all those KaDi moments during Angel performances,I have fallen into an unescapeable land scape full of angst fics that led me to shipping KaiSoo even more. It also didnt help that everything they did looked so real. The way Jongin stares and Kyungsoo stares back. The way they seemingly lose the world while looking into each other's eyes. All those skinship that only Jongin is allowed to do to Kyungsoo. All the exceptions Kyungsoo made for Jongin. The way Kyungsoo cares for Jongin and the way Jongin is expecting Kyungsoo's caring gazes and actions. EVERY MOMENT MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL???? LIKE EVEN RIGHT NOW???? They were saying something about Jongin dating Krystal starting what?July? And then I remembered how Kyungsoo was always starting the skinship recently...and then I thought could it really be??? Doesnt matter when they started,whats important is its here and no one could do anything abt this haha AND IT SCARES ME. We all remember that time Baekhyun and Taeyeon dated right? (Until now I still dont buy that but yeah) DID ANYONE NOTICE HOW CHANYEOL AND BAEKHYUN SEEMED TO TOE AROUND EACH OTHER??? How Chanyeol was looking at Baekhyun and Baek fought hard not to look back? All those times Chanyeol looked like he wanted to hold Baekhyun but he couldnt? IM JUST AFRAID KAISOO WOULD BE LIKE THIS TOO. I couldnt take if KaiSoo were to be awkward. I would ing cry. And whats more scary is that its starting now. During Secret Night in Lotte World, Jongin was looking at Kyungsoo during his WHOLE MENT. Just like how he used to but this time Kyungsoo didnt even spare him a glance. Kyungsoo didnt even look back at him like how he usually would and its sad. Just sad. So ing sad. Sad x 52839294 haha Well until now,I still do ship KaDi... Why you may ask? Because nothings changed with the way Jongin is. Kyungsoo's changed a bit but he still looks back at Jongin sometimes ((Though when they catch one or the other staring theyll look away)) I could happily say that I am going down with this ship Thank you KaiSoo 4 years of making our hearts flutter 4 years of making us cry and smile so much because of all your moments. I might not be okay now,but I will try to be. I have told myself to count the things that stayed the same after the scandal rather than focus on the things that has changed. Im afraid to know how much will change but I know some things will stay the same and thats why Im going down with this ship. 사랑해 가디 ♥♥