A smile is a language of kindness and friendship.. maybe even love. That smile towards her, what does it mean?.. Ironically yesterday night, you appeared in my dream again. It was white and faded but I remembered you standing on the ground drenched in sweat. I was on the next floor up and watched diligently. I finally took the courage to call your name hoping for a response and in my surprise you looked up. Our eyes finally met. Its what I've been longing for. Slowly a smile crept onto your face. It was warm, and comforting. What was I expecting.. that it would happen in real life?... in fact it did happened, but not towards me. I don't know if  can be deja vu, but your name was called and you smiled. Like in my dream, it was warm. Unknowingly I smiled too but it saddens me how that one call can create a smile on your face, and the one who called wasn't me... If I call you will you smile too? Certainly if you say my name I'd be grinning like an idiot. How can I attain that smile of yours? or will that forever remain a dream for me... when will say good bye to the love that's all in my mind?