You're attractive and I don't blame them for liking you but why do I feel this way? My heart beats faster and I feel uneasy. Like I might lose you but you were never really mine to begin with. You have so many options... I'm lost in that crowd. I don't like the thought of you with another girl or even other girls praising your existence, but.. who am I to tell them off? Maybe just like me they were tranced as well. Today.. My heart clenched finding out you were injured... but why should I care?! I was worried I admit but maybe its payback for all the pain you caused me... although, are you okay? I wish I can hug you and tell you to get better but I am unable to do that... as always I'll observe from a far.. I also found out more girls started liking you and honestly I wish them luck. You're a maze and there is no where out.. I haven't found my way out in six years therefore those girls might not find the way out as well.. I might feel bad for them but I feel like I'm the most pitiful. I'm not beautiful also unnoticeable therefore I can't even compete.. I hate how you can make me feel so insecure or is it me... who is stupid enough to wait this long even though I knew nothing would escalate. Those girls don't know what they just commited to.. You, who is like a maze that has no exit.