So there's this friend of mine who cried in class today due to her 'unsatisfactory' Maths marks.

I mean, I know it's dissapointing to have your marks lower than expected but crying? Seems like a cowardly way to accept it. Or maybe I'm just being reeeaallyyyy judgemental.

So I was sitting next to her and of course, as a friend, I would be there if she wants to talk about it but nooooooo, she decides to talk about it to our friend who was sitting in front. (Friend A)

Well....its understandable that she doesn't wanna TURN 90 degress around to talk huh. ^.- ( This is totally sarcasm)

And I happen  to have a very good friend who came by my table and asked for my marks. Well...if you guys follow me and read my most recent blog posts (most likely not), You guys wouldn've known that there's this guy whom I loved for five years straight.

Remember? Yea it's himmmmm. ^.^

Anyhow we burnt each other and stuff with our marks and that friend who was crying, (let's name her J), spoke to my friend in front of us,"I hate it when people starts comparing marks."

I suddenly had the urge to glare at her and strangle her out of her life.

Why?

Firstly, there were sooooo many things I wanted to yell to her. Ex:

WELL I'M SORRY WE ARE NOT LIKE YOU, SITTING AND IN YOUR VERY OWN BUBBLE OF DESPAIR, ALL DROWNED IN YOUR MISERY.

SECONDLY, IF YOU ARE EMO OR PISSED WITH YOUR OWN MARKS, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF AND DON'T TRY TO DRAG EVERYBODY TO BE SAD ABOUT IT WITH YOU.

THIRDLY, THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU, THE SUN'S STILL GONNA RISE AND SET, THE EARTH'S STILL GONNA SPIN, AND I'M STILL GONNA BE FREAKING LAUGHING EVERYDAY.

AND LASTLY, AREN'T YOU BEING KINDA HYPOCRITICAL? I MEAN, WHEN YOU GOT A HIGH MARK IN SOME PARITCULAR SUBJECT, DIDN'T YOU YELL IN JOY AND WAVED IT IN EVERYONE'S FACE? NOW THAT YOU GOT A LOW MARK, YOU'RE COMPLAINING THE ACTIONS OF PEOPLE WHICH YOU TOO HAVE ONCE DONE?

And when school was over, J and my friend B (who were in the same van) had this short, little conversation.

J: I feel like A is the one who truly gets and cares about me

B: So you're saying that we don't care about you?

And J proceeded to crying and stuff...again...

When I heard this I was like...seriously? We did not care about you? Well I'm sorry but

YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID NOT OPEN UP TO US

YOU WERE THE ONE WHO INSISTED ON CONFIDING IN OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF US

AND NOW YOU ARE BLAMING US?

OH THANK YOU, I FEEL TOTALLYYYYYY APPRECIATED.

THE FEELING IS SOOOOOOO UNDERSTANDABLE

UGH =.= 

We were always there for her but she's the one who took it for granted and just views us as some...potato.

What am I gonna do guys, I wanna be her friend but sometimes, she just pisses me off too much.

To the extend when she posted this post on insta and fb, I can't help but scoff.

"I'm so tired of chasing, so tired of pursuing, so tired of fighting for something that doesn't belong to me anymore; 

Let go the past; look forward to the brighter future."

 I'm just being mean aren't I....=_=

*sigh*