Today was my last day in Florida, I'm moving back to California. I went to school even though I wasn't suppose to so I could say goodbye to my friends, but I never thought I'd be drowning in a puddle of tears like this. It was good in the morning, we took videos, and pictures, I went around saying goodbye to my teachers and everything. 

It was pretty good, for me and my crush. If you read my last posts I like this new guy in my class ALOT and turns out he liked me too, but we were both too shy to say anything. ANYWAYS~ During lunch, we were waiting in line and I asked him, "Will you miss me when I'm gone?" He said yes. "Do you like me?" "Yes." 

Let's just say, I died that exact moment, because he hugged me. After we got our lunch, we were sitting with our friends and he sat opposite to me. He and another friend began arm wrestling, and he had to be on the opposite side (AKA my side) so he comes over. The friend sitting next to me blocked him from sitting next to me, and he grabbed the friend and dragged him out of the way to sit next to me. *blushing like *

And he was so bashful omgggg. After he arm wrestled he was just sitting next to me, his hand was on my lap, and so was my hand. He was trying to hold my hand but he was so bashful it just ended up laying on my lap. He was just blushing and avoiding it omg it was so cute.

The rest of the school day we were just together, playing and joking . It was during my last period, when the announcement came on before the bell, that I got emotional because I would be moving and never coming back. Tears were falling and I was just trying to hide it. I think he saw me. 

We were all lining up to leave and I couldn't hold it and I began crying. One of my close friends was hugging me, and he came over and hugged me, so I just hugged him until we were leaving. As we were exiting the building his arm was around my shoulder and I was hugging him. He was so warm and I was literally frozen and it felt so right. We were outside by then and my friend was trying to take some last pictures and such. He was about to leave and I called him back, hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. 

My friends dragged me out to the parking lot, and I saw him come out on his bike. I hugged him and kissed him again and that was it. He left, I had to leave, and that was the last of us.

Not gonna lie, I SOOOOO regret not kissing him on the lips. I shall regret this for the rest of my life. *lord cry me a river to drown myself with deep regrets*