The truth is, I have been writing. I'm not dormant, I'm not on hiatus. It’s just that the story that has all of my passion and focus isn’t either of the ones that I ‘need to be’ working on. No one puts more pressure on me to write than I do. No one is more frustrated by my lack of progress than I am. I try to do so much with my stories that it paralyzes me. I’m afraid of ing it up. You all have high expectations of me? I have higher expectations and standards for myself. I have a whole ranty blog about what I dislike about most writers, so I try very hard to not be a hypocrite. That little star next to LMYF did come with a major confidence boost, but also an influx of new people wanting to know when I’m going to update. As a reader myself, I know how my readers feel as weeks go by with no updates. I get it. It .

But that does not give anyone the right to come in my inbox and call me a ‘lazy ’. you. They’re my stories. I have an entire ing life outside of writing fanfiction. And you, do not get to dictate my time to me.  

I have had two good friend/writers get bullied out of their fandoms by s. That is NOT how you want to get my attention. If you thought the pm spam would motivate me, it has in a way. It’s made me resentful and kicked in my spiteful gene. See, I know what the happens in my stories. I’m content and very sure of the endings. You WANT to know what I know. So DO. NOT. . WITH. ME.

And the next time you(you know who you are)feel inspired to come for me….? I suggest you don’t.