I have no idea what to write neither on what i feel.

But days like these where i feel so down without any clear reasons have been occuring so oftenlately.

I have no idea what to do neither on what to say

But i just need someone who would understand me much better than i do

This girl came and ever since then i havent been in my right mind

I never focus on anything but her

I dont know if this is bad or good

But all i know is im happy when im with her.

1 year had passed and there was never a day shes gone in my mind or my mouth or in any ing parts of my body

Most of the days i emptied my brain to think of ways to keep her smiling

“Ill do anything for her”

I always have extraordinary confidence in that. I can sacifice anything for her.

But rough days in my life keep on coming

Wave by wave

Worse and even worse each day

I know she feels like this too

But she deals with it better than i do

I promised her that i would be with her while she goes through it all.

But i cant even go through my own

And with that im starting to doubt myself 

Im sorry if i couldnt do that much starting today

Im going through a hard time 

Im hoping you’ll be there for me

If ever i fall down

Please understand

If ever ill hurt you

I wont blame you if you walk away

But whatever happens ill never stop loving you.