Suddenly I remember that zitaos.livejournal.com had deactivated her/his LJ account a long time ago

Is there anybody who know the exact reason why she/he decided to leave LJ? (so abruptly, I could say)

And if you ever read zitaos stories before, could you please mention the title and give a summary / brief description what the story was about? I tried to recall her/his story that I have ever read before but to no avail, so I need people to help me...

I know I'm being weird, but please help me. I used to be an avid fans of zitaos works but now I don't even remember the title of his/her works -_-

I just want to reminiscence EXO gold days (I mean, EXO days before KrisHan departure, when a lot of Sekai and KrisHan shippers around, when EXO were 12, not 9 TT____TT, when all fans were OT12 and loved all members equally)

Please help me if you could TT____TT