First is my update on my knee situation. Then fic information is at the bottom.

So I went to the doctor today and she thinks I've sprain my ACL.

She says for three weeks I'm to stay in the brace and stay off it as much as possible. I'm out of work for another week. She wanted me to stay out for all three weeks but there's just no way I could do that with my concert (hopefully) coming up.

I am not allowed to run, weight lift (anything using my knees or legs) or dance for six weeks. 

six. whole. weeks. 

I was training for a 5k run but that's basically out of the question now. 

I'm heartbroken. Literally heartbroken.

Working out, dancing especially, is what keep me motivated. Keeps me happy. keeps me feeling strong and good about myself. I had just gotten over a bout with my eating disorder and I was eating well and healthy and working out without overdoing myself to exhaustion like I used to, and then this fkin happens. 

WHY CAN'T I CATCH A BREAK? WHY CAN'T I JUST BE ABLE TO TRY AND BETTER MYSELF AND MY BODY WITHOUT SOMETHING HAPPENING? WHY IS THE WORLD PUSHING ME DOWN SO HARD? I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY AM I BEING PUNISHED FOR WANTING TO BETTER MYSELF? IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME, AND IM TIRED OF CRYING.

Ill probably be writing some new chapters for fics I've started or start on that EXO catboy (lol) Soothighs implanted in my head. 
 

I've started a lot of BTSxYou oneshots and fics so if you're interested in those, I'll link those below. I also have a request page for shipping you with an idol and drabble/short oneshot things you can access here. I'm gonna be laid up another week so I'd love to create some ships especailly. 

• YoongixYou [x]
• HoseokxYou [x]
• JiminxYou [x]
• JinxYou [x]