I'm crying

I'm not even kidding

I was supposed to post my almost done blog which I wrote wholeheartedly

but the phone I used suddenly crashed and it didn't save anything

when I tried for the 2nd time

it crashed again

and I don't know what to do

I want to express my anger by writing

but here I am crying again

I know you might think its pretty low

to get mad at that

but please

come to think of the thoughts I put in there

I'm still crying

I'm crying silently

everyone's asleep

I don't want them to worry for me

then get mad at me if they knew the tiny little reason

I'm crying on Christmas days

my life always gets harder

have a Merry and Happy Christmas to you ♡