Hello, it's been a long time. If you haven't read any of my posts here on AFF then this blog is all about that ... kinda.

So I've been debating for a long while to change my story since for me it's a bit trashy and immature. It's really hard to revise and add some ideas to make the stories likable. In my whole 2017, I've been re-writing 'I Would' and 'Dracula' with all my best. Well if I've got some writer's block, I write at my drafted stories which in fact is like way weirder. Although I've been trying to make some cringy and typical love stories and stuffs, you know ... everyone types of book. But things have happened to me lately that's why I'm revising ALL of my stories.

2017 gave me good and bad memories.

The good thing was happiness. I surrounded myself with people who I love and trusted. My family was still lovable even though tons of problems was thrown at us on a regular basis. My college squad was much more supportive on how I am. My college classmates were still as one so we could graduate all. My studies did well on my 2nd Year 2nd Semester, I passed all my subjects. My relatives were starting to be a better relatives. Music was still a great friend whom I'll never get tired of. My dogs were still sweet. And blessings have come too.

The bad things ... let's start off with how we're dealing with financial problems right now. I know I might get criticized by saying that but I don't care, I'm being real. Then there goes the father of my guy cousin who passed away and we had to find ways how to send him (cousin) and his mom all the way back to our birthplace. My 3rd Year 1st Semester classes isn't going smoothly. My schedule was great but literally no breaks plus our chairman who assesed me suddenly placed me into the 1st section because he said that some of my subjects was conflicted to some of my schedule, luckily some subjects were retained to my original section. To tell you honestly, the 1st section we had is the worst section. I'm not saying all 1st sections are bad but OURS is really bad. We even have the greatest reputation out of them, and yes we're the 2nd section. Anyways, some of my friends were out of the program which saddens a lot.

Well, about my lovelife. I'm still seeing the girl I've been talking to you about. and yeah, we are not dating. It's like this whole thing with us is like 'Friends with Benefits' but not that benefit you thought of okay? I really like this girl and I'm doing my best to let her know that ... well actually she already know, I confessed last year but haven't got an answer 'til now so. You know why I'm sharing this? It's because even if she makes me happy, she also hurts the hell out of me. Wow, okay enough.

And all of that stuffs I spoke got my emotions mixed. There's a month in were I haven't talk and just spoke during oral recitations, see? I'm still fighting my mental disorders. I'll be surviving. I'll stay strong. Besides, I promised to finish my stories right?

I hope you'll have a nice holiday, enjoy life! :)

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