I just wanted to show you the text I sent to my bff I know it's long but read them I sent these "I love when you do things for me even if you look like a idiot after I love when you get fake mad at me when I'm crying to make me happy I love when u join in on my weirdness I love when you give me compliments in weird ways I love when u defend me I love it when I start fangirling and u do it with me I love it when you give me hugs I love it when you tell me I love u because I love u to". And this " I'm serious I can't go through high school without u guys cause u make me happy when I'm sad make me clam down when I'm mad you guys are my first true friends so I will stick with u till the end I made a promise and I will try my absolute best to keep that promise cause u mean the world to me and I love u guys my first wife's and my only wife's cause I love u more than Kpop and so I will always be with u even after I'm gone away u know dead that's what I meant I will never break that promise  but I can't help it if I move I will still try to go to the same high school as u or one close to it because u guys are the first friends who've done this much for me and I love u guys and it would break my heart a million times if we were to separate or not be BFFS because I love you guys a lot and now I'm crying "and that's how much I love them you guys should find a way to tell your BFFS you love them