I first discovered K-pop when U-Kiss' Binguel Binguel aired on TV (about 2010) and fell in love with Dongho. Yes, he was my first bias before I met Baekhyun or Jun or Kevin. 

With this encounter, U-Kiss was very much dear to my heart. And hearing members leave throughout the year pained me. But even so, I still support them until now. 

I cried when I read an article about Dongho getting married. It's not the familiar 'my bias is mine, no one can have him' feel I first felt when Baek dated Taeyeon. It's then 'I'm so happy I stayed with him all these year' feel. I was proud he would be having a family soon and happy that he found his happiness. 

Gahd, I bawled my eyes out. 

Just last night, I was rewatching U-Kiss on EYK and on YT. 

And as I logged on to IG this morning, the news of Eli having been married was breakfast. 

I was shocked, of course, but happy. Like Dongho, he found his happiness. I didn't feel betrayed and I remembered when EYK interviewed them and asked, who do you think will get married first? The members pointed at Eli and oh, what great coincidence. 

Turned out, he was dating a girl for 5 years and they filed a marriage contract last year. Of course, I saw Eli-biased fans asking for comfort or feeling betrayed but to me, it was alright. 

I had this fascination with Kevin about early 2013 and no, he's my U-Kiss bias (ahead of Kiseop-oppa) And wondering when I would see them live. They pretty much love my country as they have visited yearly for the past years and I pretty much have many opportunities to see them. 

Gahd, I hope I can talk to them when they come here.