I know I'm no person who regularly writes blog posts, so I don't even plan to make a promise to update this blog regularly, but right now I feel the need to simply talk.

Well then~
Here we go.

First of all, you probably know Evelyn-Chan? The author here. https://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/124459

She is one of my best friends since 9 years, which is kind of an eternity when you are only 19 years old, but for me it still feels like we never really changed. We had some hard times, some fights, times in which we didn't speak a single word with each other, but most of all we had nights like the night yesterday in which we would chat until early morning.
Last night we decided to write a new short fanfiction, which will be uploaded as soon as we finish it, and this all felt so much like it did before she went a year abroad.

It's so hard to keep a friendship alive when you know that the person you love is on the other side of the world... It's hard to talk, it's hard to ask for everything they do when you can't be with them.

For me it was even harder to do the things we used to do together. I stopped listening to music we always listened to together, I stopped my interest in K-Pop because it simply hurt too much to know that we can't talk about it properly... I still get teary eyes whenever I listen to Super Junior's "Hero" because it has been a song with a deep meaning, "I can be your hero" even if you are so far away from me.

And now?
We're kind of back to what we have been. We stay up too late when we are together, we watch Super Shows, we fangirl about Eunhyuk and Donghae and somehow it still feels like nothing really changed at all.

I'm so happy to have you, Monkey-chan ♥

*kisses*

Kitty~