Is it a bad thing I show to the world how unique I am? How Real myself is? That I am expensive and limited? No one can ever try to be me. No one can ever do it. I just realised that I actually have enemies. I never knew that there were people that talk smack about me from behind. Oolala! That's great! 

Right, let's get back to the real issue. Dear, teacher. I know you guys love me so damn much 'coz I'm such a great student that you can't find anywhere! But please... be more sensible towards me. How can you guys pour compliments in front of my group-mates while we were taking our oral (speaking) exam? Are you serious? I don't know how to react. So I just smiled. When I glanced at the other guys, they looked okay. Humans, -sighed- You can't  never expect what they're thinking about, really. 

As an example, myself! I look normal in the outside, but nope! Don't judge 'bout me too fast babe. You might find me hanging down from the ceiling one day. And what will that 'normal looking girl' thoughts of me, from you guys, change to? 

Alright back to the oral exam. Teachers, to be honest. Why you guys turned so y that day? I knew both of you, you guys are not that nasty with your choice of words. Poor my group-mates. One of them even cried you know? Can you imagine how guilty I felt back then? I can't even face them properly! 

Not to mention about the group after us. When they came back to class, 3 of the group-mates blabbered about how unfair and mean the teachers words towards them. I just listened. Until one of them pointed at me. "And you, Kim_infinite! He praised you! He said that you are great and can talk smoothly because you like to join this and that competitions. He also said that you spent many times on reading and blah blah blah..."

I was beyond shocked! Truthfully speaking, I am a good student, I guess. I respect all the teachers and sometimes they would come to me if they need any assist in programmes. Especially if they were searching for an emcee or someone to read poem or even debate. I don't have any problem in showing off my talent in talking. (I don't really sound like one brave girl in my past blogs right?) x)

Anyhow, the outburst kept on going until one of my classmates said this to me. She turned towards me and said, "Hah, this happens because Kim_infinite, ASJFDI, and SIFDKJD are the teachers pet! That's why the teachers loves you guys so much!" Okay, I know she don't mentioned my name alone but come one! She friggin called us TEACHERS PET in front of out other classmates! 

I don't know if it's a good thing (to be called as Teacher's Pet). But I hate how wrong it sounded. Three of us kinda scolded her right there and then for referring us like that. She jut grinned and replied, "No I mean, pet like.. cute pets. You know? The cutey ones, like you guys?" 

Yeah, I'll make YOU as my pet soon. I'll put you down the basement without food would the cute pet still be cute? -loop sided grin-

Sigh... Now I don't know what to think or even say. I mean, that's my speciality. I don't have any shame to speak out. (But I can't speak up for myself, LOSER!) I know they won't blame it all on me. Just, my name would be mentioned. My name! My friggin name! This is why I had been thinking on how to be a quite kid. The silent one in class. The one that would only respond when people or teacher called her. The one that people avoid beacuse of her distant attitude. An outcast, maybe? (heck! can i even survive without talking?) 

Bye for now.