So I started out liking my guy best friend but he moved. Everyone keeps saying that he is gay. I was denying it and defend him. I was fed up with it so I asked him. Turns out he is...

GAY!

And must I say I am proud of him for telling me. I was the first one he told because I asked directly unlike other people. I now have closure that the silly crush on my best friend must end because I know it will never happen but I am happy. He fulfilled my dream of being one of those thai girls in Thai dramas (lakorn). A girl with a gay guy best friend who supports her no matter what happens. He supports me even if I'm wrong. He defends me if everyone else doesn't. He protects me like an older brother. He is always there when I cry. If he reads this or if anyone who does not want to come out yet reads this, I want to say that no matter what happens there is always one person who loves despite your ual preference. It's the personality and what you bring to other people make them stick with you despite your decisions. There will always be someone who loves you. I will always love you. 

If you hate me or can't stand me, I will always be standing next to you now and always. We've been friends for seven years. Research says that that it will last a lifetime.