Ahahaha! literally nowadays, I found comfort in ranting here in AFF. And BTS sings really fired me up to write more. I don't think I can think as straight as before if I don't let it out here or somewhere in my notebook and my sketchpad. It's hard living like this. I can't say what I want. I can't let my voice be heard. I can't let my thoughts be heard. I can't let my ideas be judged. I can't do anything! Everything was setted up by the olders. Everything will be feed to you by the teachers. 

As long I'm living my life, what I can remember was, I usually would be on top of the chain. Yeah, I know it sounded ridicolous! But, what can I say? I always got something from an easy way. How? Simple! I'm not afraid of asking and voice my opinion out to the public. But that was the old tactics. As a teen, I realized that in teenagers world, you need to be sly. Be witty so you can continue your life like a star~ How? You sweet talk to your friends. Pamper them with praises and get in their pants and then you're safed! 

Listen here, to some es in my school. You think having a big role in prefect's organization in school are amazing? Well, come here and try to be in my shoe for a week. Let's see if you ever want to do it again anymore or not! I'm sick with all dramas you guys showed. It's not worth my time you know? You guys look much more pathetic than usual. Such a disgrace to this world! 

Accusing and spitting comments are easier than trying to fix those mistakes. Why don't you put one of your feet in this pile of mud called problems and help us to clean them too? We from the prefect's exco are human too. We can't fix everything in one click! We are not a friggin fairy-godmother something! We are even not your parents to always be scolding you guys and telling you gys what to do and not to do! You guys are 17 already. You got  a friggin working brain and friggin good eyesight to analyze what is good and what is not.

Don't put that precious brain down your feet. Eventhough you're in the best class in whole school, not be able to use your common sense wisely are a shame! Even I, 2 years younger than you guys manage to sort things out with the teachers, properly! Not like you guys who busy going berserk on the internet spitting hate comments to everyone. off from this planet es!