So hey lovelies! Lot of stuff going on..I guess... I guess ill talk to you guys about it.. My suicidal thoughts have been coming back a lot lately. I guess I just want to be happy perhaps. I have noticed something strange lately. I think a lot about Kim Taehyung.. I want to hold his hand and have him spin me while cherry blossom pedals fall on us and I giggle and my hair is flowing in the wind and his dorky box smile is there and his not cool outfit is two sizes to big for him. n.n hes such a little cookie I cant breathe I wanna bite his cheek and hear him whine over it and I giggle from how childish he is acting... I want to feet his giant hands on my small tiny ones. Laced together, palm against palm as I feel the tips of our shoes touch in unison with our foreheads and noses and he smiles and his eyes turn to crescents he tilts his head so his soft pink plump lips are up against mine, our laced hands side to side in the air, the smell of flowers roaming in the air as our lips dance against one anothers... I wish.. as he flutters his eyes shut. His full set of black lashes covering some of his milky eye chub..anyways... I dont know. Another thing is that uh some of my online friends are really struggling honestly too. `-` anyways ill let you go now~Uploading