Hey guys. I'm not really the ideal type for people tbh and I just want to rant on how I feel.. I just wanna be hugged from behind and be told its okay and theres no need to cut and get tickled until I kiss their nose and we giggle and stare into the ceiling or those time where me and them stare then crack a smile and kiss or just holding hands in general all the sappy stuff I want it. Those moments where they text each other with ty sayings and tell each other they miss them and can't wait to see them when they get back from whatever trip they're on... Those stupid little things like the forehead kisses that don't seem like much but send my heart sky rocketing.. But I feel like this is something I can't achieve. 


I mean ofc rp is cool and all but I want it irl... It just sends me into a tornado of ripping emotions to see others having so many cute moments and I can't do that. I don't even want the , just the hugs. I don't want the make outs but the pecks... The cute the sappy cute i'll probably never get ;_; ty... ~ Uploading