It has been too long everybody. I've literally just been into a tornado of variety show watching, and that's all I'm gonna say about that. (I'm sure you all know what I mean.)

Anyway, I just needed some place to freak out for a second...about the SM Global Auditions.

Out of sheer interest and my love for Kpop, I decided to apply for an audition. And now I have no idea what I'm doing. Obviously I'm preparing which songs I want to sing and warm-up singing whenever I can get the chance, but other than that...meh? I should be feeling nervous right? I am, but it is like this little tiny dot of worry in my heart. I don't even have anything to worry about, because there probably isn't a probability of me being called back: I'm really just doing this to see what it's like.

I've had this dream of being a singer for a long time, but because my mom basically just laughed at me for thinking that, I decided to do what she wanted me to do first, which was go to school and get a university degree. Now that I'm done school, I get to do what I want now. (I'm 22 btw, in case someone out there was wondering. And yes, I may be old to start as a trainee at SM, but for real, who actually thinks I'm gonna be accepted into SM? Not me...I'm not pretty enough XD)

Once this audition is over (I live in the Vancouver area, so my audition is tomorrow, July 7th), I'm either going to not go on to do more OR I'm going to be obsessed and try to find any kind of singing audition out there.

I was trying to find information about the audition process online, reading other people's experiences and tips on what to do/bring/wear/etc...The main question I had was "how early should I show up to the audition?" and no one answered that in any of their blog posts/faqs. It's a little frustrating. So once I find out, you all will know about it :P

Okay, that's all for now. Anyone else out in the AFF community who's going to an SM audition this year? Where? What are you auditioning for? How are you preparing? And good luck to those who are ^^ <3