Its getting bad.

I am officially to the point to where being out of the house for even an hour, makes me feel worse than being inside and not being able to leave. Just seeing everyone being normal and getting to enjoy life, actually talk to someone. Just being able for them to freely be in the place that they are in. It is all just killing me and I have no clue why. I knew being traped was going to change me so much, but I never thought it would get to the point to where I am at now.

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sleepingprince #1 Jun 29, 2015 05:30:25

I hope that you will somehow managed to overcome it and feel better . Do not give up

impxrrfect #2 Jun 29, 2015 04:30:13

Hi, there! Maybe you feel that way because you are not confident in yourself. And I know how you feel, because sometimes, I feel that way too. Some days I feel like everyone is making fun of the way I dress and how I look when I go outside to run errands or simply spend time with my friends and family. But the truth is, everyone is too busy with themselves, to even bother about what you wear or look like. So don't be afraid to go out. Your first step to be to go out, probably to a park near your house for fresh air. Avoid crowded places for now. Once you get comfortable then maybe you can go to your nearest shopping mall to get something and then head back home. Maybe after a few tries, you would be able to get used to the outdoors. Go with a friend if you feel afraid. At least there is someone you could depend on if you feel scared or uncomfortable. I hope my advice helps, I don't know what you are going through but stay strong, life always has its ups and downs. What matters is how you overcome them and when you successfully did overcome them, you can look back later and feel accomplished and satisfied. Stay strong ok, fighting! If you need someone to talk to, feel free to pm me. Take care stranger :)