So this blog is different from the other blogs I had wherein I just take quizzes and such. Maybe I should create this blog to rant,,, for the second time. So I’ll start with introductions of what I know about EXO. I am an EXO-L since June 2013 when they came back with Wolf. Yes, they were still twelve that time. I watched all of their shows and there I got to know them well.

Until May of 2014 with their comeback Overdose, Kris went away from EXO. That made me cry when I got the news, that’s for real. I really cried in my room and threw all of my pillows and bears on the floor. And I kept on shouting at my poster of EXO-M while crying saying that ‘Kris! Kris! My style~ why you leave?!’

I admit that I slightly lost interest to them, and there I went to other groups like BTS, Winner, iKon, Got7… and I was really confused that time if EXO really is my fandom or just my first group. SORRY.

Then before coming back with Call Me Baby, I received the news that Luhan also went out of EXO. I didn’t cry that time. BUT LUHAN IS MY UB. LUHAN IS MY ING ULTIMATE BIAS AND I REALLY HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE!!! it. It’s like, they have the show ‘THE STRONGEST GROUP’ still with Luhan in it. then after months, Luhan went out… hahahahhah IRONY.

Jeongmal… But even with that, I didn’t hate them. I cannot hate them and since I know that Luhan is happy having his own shows and such in China. I still supported him, of course, he’s my UB. And I accepted what they are doing now because I see that they are happy with it. and I can’t do anything but to accept it. So I did.

But now… with Tao, I started feeling this: that I want to speak. And I’m really really hoping that he will come back. It’s fine if he will go to America but then he must come back. TAO SHOULD COME BACK. Because Tao you said it. You told us all that you are thankful for the members who didn’t leave your group; for still being in EXO; for accompanying you; for being with you. Can I tell you that too? And I will be very thankful to you if you won’t leave us. Can't you stay with us?

Please don’t leave us hanging. It doesn’t mean that because we are used to some members leaving their groups, we are not hurting. It still hurts seeing MY/OUR group’s members leaving, especially because we supported and loved you AS A GROUP and as an individual.

I’m not saying that I will hate you if you leave EXO. What I want to say is my feelings, or probably, the EXO-Ls’ feelings, towards you and SMent who don’t even inform us or put an end about what the hell is happening. You leaving for America, we don’t know what that TRULY means. it. It’s getting frustrating because seeing Love Me Right without Tao… /sobs/ when I just saw him in Call Me Baby being that hot and all. It’s just March 30 for Call Me Baby then June 2 for Love Me Right… in just a span of less than two months… another EXO member may / leaves the group.

Tao, if you will really leave EXO, I can’t do anything about it. And I won’t hate you so much for that. Well I admit that I will hate you because IRONY is in your group (it hurts that I’m said that but hell, it’s true) But don’t worry, I ACCEPTED THAT and I will continue to be an EXO-L even and will support EXO, and Kris, Luhan, and you.

I’m saying this because I don’t want to cry again. I don’t want you guys, EXO, continue to hurt our feelings. Look, we’re still supporting you… but please, don’t hurt us in this way, having your members leaving. I KNOW YOU DON’T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TOO. I know that EXO is hurting too. And maybe it’s harder for them to perform without the three members that’s why I’m saying that I still support and love you EXO. There’s no forever… But I will ALWAYS be here for you guys.

But really, Tao said those words ‘I’m thankful for the members who didn’t leave the group.’ So I’m really hoping that Tao won’t leave. Don’t leave Yixing. If you leave, then Yixing will be the only Chinese member left and I think it’ll be a little hard for him to cope anymore since he doesn’t have a Chinese member around. I know that Yixing won’t think of this or won’t consider this, but if you were Yixing, won’t you feel abandoned? I mean you 4 Chinese members debuted and in just 3 years… only 1 Chinese member is left?!! It’s like... I don’t know but I feel that SMent is ruining EXO already, that's my first thought. But now, I don’t know because it’s the members’ decision too, right? That’s why I created this blog for EXO’s Huang Zi Tao. I didn’t mean to offend someone or hurt someone because of this blog. I don’t want to hurt EXO too. but here, just my feelings. And look, I LOVE EXO, okay? That’s why I did this blog and told others what I’m feeling because I know you guys would understand. And maybe can change what I’m feeling towards them and understand them more. Thank you guys for sticking to me until the end. BE STRONG EXO! AND EXO-L! SARANGHAJA!