THE STRUGGLE IS VERY REAL

I'm so frustrated that my writing have gone...tier than last time. I feel like whenever I read my work, it lacks emotion and it's like...so empty. Sometimes I tell myself that maybe it's because of the genre. I mean Unconventional is far from Bend or Break. Unconventional is like this action-ish and adrenaline with all the cars and stuff like that and Bend or Break is romance and fluff and so dramatic. So I think I'm having a hard time shifting from one genre to a very different one.

Also, when Bend or Break was on-going, I never had any trouble with what music to listen to because my angst playlist has many songs on it and any type of song I normally listen to fitted whatever mood I was in for. But now, I struggle with searching for the right and proper music to listen to while writing. I find it harder to write without listening to soundtracks because music really helps me get in the mood. But I don't know that many songs that could always work whenever I'm writing a racing scene or like when it's about to get exciting.

One of my many troubles lately is how I write. I don't know if the readers have noticed but there isn't a spark anymore or like...I don't feel like Unconventional is exciting. I don't feel like people who reads it aren't getting excited. Or maybe it's just me. Lately, I've observed that I am lacking on emotions. Like, I really find it hard to imagine and putting myself in the situation of the character. I keep writing and writing, but I feel like it just gets messier whenever I try to fix it. I hope I can get my mojo back. Unconventional has three plot twists. One of which is revealed already (the bet part) so there are two more interesting stuff to come.

Anywaaaay, if there's any advice you can give me, please, please, don't hesitate to comment below. I'm really willing to try anything just feel like I'm back on track. 

Thank you! :)

-chocochoi

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yojeongie #1
omg same :( i can't find the mood to write like anything. everything that i wrote sounds weird.. I've stop writing bcs of this for 2 months already :(