**this is just my opinion....whoever read this have all right to not agree with me.....have a nice day**

hi...it’s been a long time since I’ve been here....why?

i don’t know…   ~~(bulls***......)   ~~~hahaha  everybody know the answer...wink....wink....

i even leave my fanfic hanging there with no conclusion...i’m sorry for those who ask me to update...

i really can’t...it’s like my brain stop for a few months....i’m literally not speak anything that related with the letter K such as korean or kpop and so on for a while....

(I’m being ridicoulous right now.....hehe)  I’m sorry to my subscribers....(bow 90’.....) ~ don’t be angry with me please.....~ hehe

i will update my story....eeeooooo....eeooooeooooo......

So....heard today story....?? it’s yuri now....i just realized something today....all this thing never going to stop……..

it will happen whatever you do...it will happen and hurt people heart...scandal there...scandal here....everything that been call scandal is for what????

what???? what??????

if you going to slap me and tell me “ get yourself together...it’s their life...just let it be....”

then I’m going to accept it....i know i don’t have a tiny mini right to say anything about their life.....

who am i?    NOBODY!!! !  i just a little dot of their many many fans...

to tell the truth i really love them...and I’m not going to lie that I’m so hurt with whatever happen before this....

i don’t even hear their song for months.... ~~~~( how bad is this) silly me.....~~~~

 so i decide i just gonna ignore anything that been happening......so it can’t affect me much...but i still love them....

that’s the fact that won’t change....

I see a video jessica crying yesterday..yes she cry because she read what krystal write in the card but her cry somehow tell me that she really hurt...i feel.....like I’m crying too inside...when jessica leave maybe that was the hardest thing of all that been happening before to me....

 watching her just cry.....and then i watch back some of their old video....i just don’t get it....

why jessica leave like that..?? they are best friend...why not make thing better than now?.....why leave fan hanging without a proper answer.....?

i watch their new mv...the funny thing is i still feel like jessica should be in there....they look weird without jessica....maybe it just me....

maybe i miss the old snsd.....

Found this on tumblr :

~~happy ending?

~there are no happy endings.  Endings are the saddest part, so just give me a happy middle and a very happy start.... ~

How cruel is this?               ~~~~ my heart ~~~~ my heart ~~~ my heart ~~~

i keep thinking...maybe this is what happening right now....isn’t it?

 go down with a lovely happy ending...blehhhh........

let’s read some of their last statement to fans :

TTS fansign event today (02/10/14)

Taeyeon said "From the very beginning, we only wanted to protect Girls' Generation. We're sorry we made you go through this. We'll try our best to make sure only good things will happen from now."

Seohyun said "We're so sorry. Please trust us one last time. Thank you...thank you...We love you...we love you..."

 if you read my last blog...i ask if we should trust them again?

looking at that their statement to us probably possibly we could trust them again.....

but today...it’s happen again....where is the end?

a happy ending maybe just a hope that we all share together....

~~~~ annyeo......~~~~~