Okay okay okay so if you've read when life gets interesting chapter, LIEK, I dunno ten or something then you woudo KNWO that Amber is my ultimate bias of all biases. The biggest problem with this is SHES like, five(idk if that's true I'm to lazy to do the math tho lol) years older then me(I'm pretty young ik, I'm turning 15 in a couple days), but then there's Jeno from SMroockies and he's only like a month and a half or something younger then me and LIEK omfg Jeno. He's so cuuuuuttee. So then my problems with Sehun and Jeno. Sehun is my second ultimate bias of all biases, only after Amber because Amber is God, but LIEK Sehun is pretty much God except he's not Amber so he's not. But anyway after looking extensively at predebut Sehun I have now started shipping JEHUN(Jeno and pre debut Sehun) OTL 

TO MAKE THIS EVEN WORSE there is a guy who rides my bus who looks EXACTLY LIKE SEHUN IM NOT KIDDING LIKE OMFG STOP EXISTING ONLY SEHUN IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE THAT. and anyway this causes me not okay amounts of stress and anxiety because like omg Sehun's right next to me *sweats nervously* I just....Im so sorry. I needed to let out these feels. And now you all know I'm only 14 lol k bye